whatever

2010-04-01T22:47:00.000-07:00

i'm here to blog!
like finally. hahahahha.
didnt blog about a lot of fun things.
such as Genting, birthday celebrations etc.
but impossible to blog them now already.
lol.

school's okayyyy.
slowly bucking up my chem already (:
napfa over also.
today is GOOD friday.
means holiday.
going to watch Clash of the Titans later with Mongs. :D
quite happy nowadays.
but have been thinking quite alot lately too.

actually i dont know what to blog also.
LOL.
bye!
aww anyway. congrats to 2 people in Mongs!

Finally blogged! :D

2010-03-03T07:47:00.000-08:00

hello decomposed blog. (:

quite busy these few weeks! okay lah got time to blog but never blog only. hah.
school's boring as usual. but is more interesting with craps and jokes from mawk & lx. (ok la i admit that i contribute to the 'crap' part more @_@)
last friday was chuan's 20th birthday!
celebrated it at east coast park BBQ with his classmates.
they are nice people. lol.
they even bought a big tiramisu cake from The Coffee Bean. which cost around $55??
one of his friends bought alcohol too. some XO thingy. lol.
mixed it with chrysanthemum tea. taste exactly like Martell.
after that he came to my house & gave him the 'cake' that i made!
which R taught me and mawk how to do so. thanks!
gave him an Armani Exchange shirt too! glad that he liked it.

saturday had steamboat at home!
great dinner. love my mom cus she prepared the steamboat just because i wanted it. lol.
after that went to find Mongs @ jh's ahma house. they had BBQ.
nice night with mongs toooo.
sunday had Fish and Co. with chuan and his friends.
went somerset & home. didnt join them for movie cus i wanted to study. :D

didnt have sufficient sleep nowadays.
like seriously.
had 5 hours of sleep each day?
arghh. dont know why i just can't seem to able to sleep early.
did some integration and bio tutorial just now.
spent few hours doing them. didnt manage to do econs though :O
p.e at 730 tmr again! zzzz. hope we dont have to run tomorrow.

anyway. hope the Genting trip with Mongs during march holidays will be successful!
havent book the tix yet cus havent confirm the no. of ppl going.
so scared that many of them dont want to go in the end.
i've been hoping to go overseas with Mongs.
the more the merrier!

Happy 18th Birthday to Sam in advance!

2010-02-12T09:11:00.001-08:00

Friday, 12 02 2010

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
cny celebration today in school.
prefer nchs one more. more hyper and active and interesting and have air con in the hall. lol.
received a rose from beloved Mocky Yan Ling & one from LX Jinghan Kevin who bought for the girls in the class!
thank you so much!
i seriously miss nan chiau alot.
went back and tons of memories flowed back in my mind.
flashbacks.
remembered the time when we collected our O' results and were crying.
the atmosphere etc.
then the next batch is now in jc(most) already.
ahhhh.
sec school days are still the best time in my life.

went hougang and bought mealworms and bday 'screwing items'.
Sam so poor thing.
asked to burst balloons with his bare hands (cus he's scared of exploding, loud things. actually me too), zham by egg bombs, water bombs, and lastly mealworms on his head?
disgusting shit.
mealworms then played by cheekat rich qx. poor worms being thrown here and there.
my job is to run and scream.
after that, cut cake @ void deck.
nua at Jon hse & i dozed off while the rest were chatting.
evening time had yumyum dinner @ hg.
home sweeet home!
yay cny coming real soon!
steamboat tmr omg so anticipating!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm so gonna swallow the whole pot.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SAM YEO & DOUGLAS TAN IN ADVANCE!
HAPPY VDAY IN ADVANCE TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ^^

Happy 18th Birthday Jon!

2010-02-02T03:56:00.000-08:00

Today's the actual day of Jonniemong's bday.
Happy birthday once again!

celebrated it on saturday night.
went to his house to surprise him, but it failed.
had much fun that night! guys doing all sorts of funny funny things.
laughed until i bth.
learned some magic tricks but i'm too noob in performing them. lol.
then stayed till 3-4am then we went to Kangkar Mall to eat supper/breakfast.
played pool after that, till 6am. hahahah.
quite fun (: first time playing @ plaza until so late manz.
took bus to chuan's house and sleep till 11am.
accompanied him to Far East to have his hair cut.
his hair is now better! neater.
went AMK with chuan and his clique.
wanted to watch movie but the timing not suitable for us.
so had dinner @ usual place & went home. (:
stayed outside for 24 hrs ++. haha
mum said she like very long never see me. she missed me alot la. :/

school's quite busy man.
alot homework to be done.
i'm still very cui in my studies. how how how ):
so sad.
but so far managed to complete alot of my work due on thurs/fri. yay!
the feeling of completing a lot of work really rocks. heh.
k lah i go do my work already.
bye!

Friday.

2010-01-29T09:06:00.000-08:00

Friday, 29 01 2010

Had quite a great day. but feeling gloomy.
chuan came to my house to find me. cus i lazy to go over to find him. (guilty)
went to meet the Mongs for movie 'My Ex' @ Junction8.
movie was more to 'shocking' than scary.
covered my ears throughout the movie till my hands are totally numb.
went home shortly after the movie cus very late already, while the rest went to eat supper.
hmm hope this weekend will not end that quickly. (:

really hope the misunderstanding can be resolved quickly.
it's really affecting my mood now. like seriously.
):

anw, thanks chuannie for accompanying me home again ^^

Argh.

2010-01-28T04:12:00.000-08:00

Thursday, 28 01 2010

I cut my own fringe just now!
now it's slightly above my eyes.
abit of bangs.
(:
later still need to do Econs essay. so damn tiring!
just now chatted with Bella & LX @ KFC.
talked about alot of things. lol.
then suddenly have the urge to change or do something to myself, in terms of appearance.
like piercings la, paint my nails la, cut fringe la, dye hair la, try highlighting strands of my hair using the free highlighting dye by Beauteen, facial la, slim down la, etc.
hahahaha.
okay alot of them are difficult to do so cus of school.
but made the first step in cutting my fringe!
reached home, took newspapers, scissors, and started trimming my hair in the toilet.
so far quite satisfied, for now. but dont know will cui after that or not.

i'm so looking forward to CNY!
like alot of activities going on leh.
go mr lam's house for steamboat + bai nian, go LX house with Mongs for steamboat etc.
hah.

i need a motivator.

2 Years 1 Month Anniversary! (25th Month) :3

2010-01-25T08:02:00.000-08:00

Monday, 25 01 2010

Happy 2 Years 1 Month Anniversary! ^^
time passes so quickly and it's 25th again!
it seems like Xmas has just past only. but it's been a month!
school ended at 1230 today.
went home bathechange & took train to Cathay to buy tix for Daybreakers 5.10pm slot.
quite alot of scenes scared me. esp the guy vomitted at the front part of the movie.
saw chuan jumped too LOL.
thought nobody saw right.
storyline is interesting, but movie was too short.
ended arubtly.
everyone was like huh? after the show. lol.
dinner-ed at Anston (is it correct?) @ Cathay.
2 main courses with side dishes = $12.80 for the both of us!
included gst etc. no service charge! omg cheap or.
food is yummy too. (:
he sent me home again. thanks for the trouble.
simple yet happy day.
satisfied.

tomorrow's a long long long LONG LONG day!
730-5pm.
& first lesson is PE.
oh wtf.
hate that.
and sucha waste of time during assembly CT period etc.
like a lot hours do nth just to wait till 3pm for Chem to start.
just now tried to do some Maclaurin Series.
but already stuck at first question of the tutorial.
sucha loser. LOL.
gave up.

okay i must tell myself to BUCK UP!
i seriously didnt put in effort lah. in studying.
last year and this year.
i dont know why. can't control it.
going to be february soon.
omg.
i know after i post this, i will still continue to slack.
but, i will try my best to do work and revise!
say only ma. LOL.
ok serious. serious.
i will do my work and be more serious in my work. revise more, go for consultations.

digress abit. watched hai pai tian xin episode 13 yesterday night!
watched until 3 i think LOL.
so damn sad lah. some parts. cried a bit. hahahah.
but next episode's gonna be funnycuteheartwarmingtouching. because it's the LAST EPISODE!
omgroflol. sooo looking forward to it!
love hai pai (:

okay gonna sleep now.
aww anyway i hurt my ankle area. the ligaments. after i wore the high heels LOL.
pain leh. how. ):
tmr PE gonna be a torture to my legs. GG.

2010-01-21T08:56:00.000-08:00

YAY END OF BLOCK TESTS!
super happy.
finally i can sleep until i'm satisfied.
feel so unhealthy now. with pimples, sore throat, cough, red-coloured eye, abit of headache too.
BUT.
the thought of enjoying myself the next 3 days makes me well again. :D
tomorrow noon going TM to meet baby.
then meeting Mongs to have dinner @ Clarke Quay.
i'm so excited as i miss everyone!

well today screwed my chem paper. hur. not the first time anyway.
so i'm feeling very okay. =/
after school, went to AMK to lunch @ Suki Sushi!
with Mr Lam & Natalie Mabel Glande Yueli.
first time sitting in Mr Lam's car. haahhaah.
he treated us to sushi! thank you soooo much!
had a heart-to-heart talk session.
love my friends(:
after that went to Somerset313 to shop around & had much laughter seeing Nat trying all sorts of hairbands with gigantic ribbons!
chatted again @ the foodcourt till 6 plus.

okay my headache is getting worse.
i'm going to sleep now.
BYE.

Failed attempt to study

2010-01-16T11:37:00.000-08:00

Sunday, 17 01 2010

currently mugging for bio.
didnt study for it at all -.-
i think i will study until want to vomit blood again tomorrow.
like i always do.
study till 3-4am, go for tests, come back sleep, then till 3-4am for next paper, and the cycle goes on.
i just can't study beforehand.
today met up with show tan (self-proclaimed) at cp for lunch.
then to his house.
basically slacked throughout the day, with my bio notes in my hand. (manage to complete 1/3 of a topic LOL)
he was super hyperactive today.
danced and did some ridiculous kiampa actions that tempted me to slap/hit/punch him.
lipped sync (is it called this?) show luo's songs as if he's performing in a concert. LOL.
bet you all don't know he's like this right. hahahahaha.
appeared to be aloof, cool, calm, quiet.
BUT.
i'm the only one who always see his crazy kiampa side.
and i threatened to video cam him and upload on facebook to let everyone see.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i miss Mongs.

New Blogskin!

2010-01-15T12:56:00.000-08:00

Saturday, 16 01 2010

oh man i've just wasted time doing my blogskin, in which the time should be spent on mugging for the upcoming block tests.
the codes are giving me headache.
the links, archives, dates are torturing me.
i wanted to add in my archives but somehow everything is out of place.
so decided not to add it in.
and the date of the post, is only applicable to the latest post. omg.
the rest of my post don't have dates!
screwed.
it's weird to type the date out myself.
is there anyone who can teach me how to insert the date of the posts in?
argh.

2010-01-02T12:31:00.000-08:00

TODAY'S MY BIG DAY!
I TURNED 18 WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
like so old already.
had a GREAT day today i swear!

first, met babymama and went to Cathay to buy tix for The Fourth Kind at Cine.
lunched @ Thai Express again! yummy meal. (:
arcade, and walked to Cine.
the movie is really quite scary. and the story is still haunting me now.
thinking of whether UFOs really do exist, and in the movie, they abduct humans. what if they experiment on them & come to invade Earth how? but the real footage really seems real!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's so creeeeeeepy.
& after the movie, we went to City Square Mall. ate Sundae and chatted about the movie.
walked to Mustafa (again!).
he bought some Puppy Milk for Ernie. LOL.
he pondered for very long whether to buy it or not. cus......... you know. the packet is kinda dusty and things like that.
but he bought it anyway.

i knew he was dragging the time and waiting for 12am to strike. LOL.
and suspected he was involved with the Mongs for some celebration for me.
he kept using the phone and dont let me see.
and somemore, I also very smart one. can tell from people's actions easily. hahahahahah.

he brought me to his house, said got gift wanna give me. (so weird right)
then he covered my eyes and brought me down the stairs and i looked down to the ground floor.
OMFG! Mongs made a Happy 18th..with sparklers! (is it called sparklers??)
cant see the rest of the words. or maybe there's no words after that. lollll.
so sweeeet! touched until i teared immediately!
then tio tricked by babymama to his house and said they will call me down in a while.
then the Mongs chiong in and some hid in the room and came out with a birthday cake!!!!!
my tears rushed down again. cannot blame me lah. im an emotional girl ma. (:
can't believe they stayed in babymama's room while we were outside!
they were playing with Ernie happily. bet the dog was damn happy when she saw so many people lah.
went down and they had something fishy going on.
thought they going throw something on me. you know like cream etc.
they wanted me to play a game. to choose one plate out of the three plates. and to eat the things inside.
I thought it was a frog or insects etc.
but end up is 3 chilli padi.
ate 1 of them and felt terrible.
babymama rushed up and brought iced water down for me. THANKS SO MUCH! COLD SOMEMORE. (((((((;
managed to eat the 2nd one. the third one.............. they all 'Oh Ar Pei Ar Som'.
loser eat the 3rd one. and the loser is Bella. LOLOL.
and yea. next up is the climax.
Rich told me to open a box, which is like wrapped with sanitary pads(Whisper brand de somemore, MY FAVE!).
random right.
then i thought inside was food or something.
i opened up a little........slowly.... peeped inside.... AND HOLY SHIT!
a frog's hand POPPED OUT. OMFG. nearly touched my hand la!
i SCREAMED LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS and ran away.
cried again LOLOL.
i can hear everyone's laughing damn loudly.
they opened it up, and 3 frogs jumped around. omggggggggggggg.
Rich, and some of the guys went to Anchorvale dont know where and caught these frogs with THONGS LOL.
nice idea sia.
traumatised ttm. for life i think.
and then, my present is???????
a box with all Mong's guys ARMPIT HAIR!
pasted on a cardboard and labelled. whose hair is which LOL.
omg weird and funny present!

thank you so much peepo for the surprise and celebration!
really didnt expect it. hmmm. didnt expect it to be so 'wonderful'! LOL.
and thanks to wishing and bella, for helping to clear up the sparklers thingy on the grass. i noticed it lol. (:
went up and spend abit time with babymama and the Ernie.
super kiampa. dont wanna drink the milk that he bought.
so picky on food.
cabbed home!
love Mongs ttm! (((((((((:

and babymama. really tried damn hard to convince me and trick me. but i was smart enough. hahahahhaa.
appreciate it! and enjoyed myself totally today. love you!

going kbox with Mos tmr!
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. another happy day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY TOO!

2009-12-28T10:31:00.000-08:00

yay in a good mood today!
went to meet baby @ dhoby ghaut to change the size of his ring.
and yea. gave him a new couple ring on 2nd year anniversary. (:
after that went to fareast to eat pontian de wanton mee.
he super noob eat abit say damn hot, then dont want eat alr.
noob or. lol.
walked to cine to see the timeslots of movies but all like full already.
walked all the way back to the cathay.
NO SLOTS TOO.
so bought my fave mocha frappucino @ starbucks and chatted happily.
like childhood silly stuff. made me laugh until $%^&*$%^&^&.
okay. he said when he was in P1, he saw his friend ate *****. and this friend told him by eating ***** can run faster. so he really went to eat ******.
tio scammed by friend.
and the thing that he ate was really LOL.
cannot stop laughing.
went to his house after that.
watched some tv shows then i left.
really had fun and much laughter today.

and ya! requested the childhood photos of him from his mum!
so funny and cute!
his face like never change at all.
just that he grew taller only.
(:

tomorrow going mustafa shopping with my mum!
yay.

gonna change blogskin soon!

2009-12-27T05:13:00.001-08:00

no one to talk to now.
the girls are always offline.
i had no one to talk to.
2nd day of rotting at home.
watching tv, lying on bed, eat sleep.
the next day, same cycle repeats again.
and there are no songs for me to listen.
cus all like so old alr. and sian.
why does life sucks so much now.

2009-12-26T12:29:00.000-08:00

Lying on my bed now, using my itouch to blog.
This is the first time I'm doing it.
Stayed at home the whole day. Spent the whole night watching tv.
Think I watched 7 shows in total.
Thats like don't know how many hours wasted.
Really got nth to do now except pondering about many many things.
Lots of things are in my mind now.
Friends, school stuff, memories, future, and etc.
2 weeks left before school reopens.

Feeling rather hungry now.
Had only a meal today. Instant noodles at 4pm plus.
The time now is 4.35am. 12 hours never eat anything already.
I want to sleep now but I just can't get to sleep.
My body clock is in a mess now.
Sleeps at 5 and wake at 3-4 plus.
Difficult to adjust it back to normal.
Got huge pimples on my face now. Seriously serious.
I miss my girls, mongs, and.

2009-12-25T09:35:00.000-08:00

hello everybody.
it's 1 hour and 35 mins past Christmas!
haha.
and also my 2nd Year anniversary with him.
(:

nice tomyum @ Thai Express!
nice scenery @ orchard!
nice Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 movie!
nice day out with him!

this sums up everything that we did today. lol.
really hope we can stay like this everyday.
it's been 2 years!
say long not long. say short not short.
hope there's more anniversaries to come!
love ya. :D

nowadays keep going out and out.
went out with Wishing Heng to PS.
watched some lame movie 'The Princess & the Frog'.
watched the front and last part of the movie. LOL.
cus i slept throughout the middle part of the story!
some cartoons singing songs randomly and the plot is really -.-
although the movie Lion King also got sing songs one la.
but it's sooo much nicer. thats why i watched it for so many times!

out with Mos too!
to get the refund for our nametags @ Tangs.
waited forever for the money.
slacked and went to Mustafa!
first time there & there's like tons of things.
bella shopped like there's no tomorrow.
grabbing things wherever she went LOL.
dinner at some hongkong restaurant.
and the food's good!
:)
watched Bodyguards & Assassins with babymama and his clique at Cathay.
the show's nt bad.

On Xmas eve, went out with baby & his clique again.
dinner at Fish Market.
the food's so freaking expensive and not worth it.
can use the money to eat the food at Thai Express more than twice.
baby & i had nowhere to go after the rest went clubbing.
so slacked @ Vivo.
the place where there's water. ( which mock said is swimming pool )
enjoyed looking at the stars, the breeze and the lazy bum who fell asleep beside me.
he can sleep anywhere he goes, i swear.
nice day out (:

To those who are troubled and upset right now, please cheer up!
no matter what happens, i'm here for ya!

2009-12-05T08:29:00.000-08:00

my blog's alive again!
okay maybe for today only. muahahaha.
i've been working these days.
today is the 4th day already.
actually the job not bad.
6hrs/day. pay not bad also.
plus plus colleagues all friendly and nice! jamayne's cool. haha.
working with one of the Mos, as we are rotating our shifts.
nowadays mostly working with bella. (sian) LOL.
sometimes i enjoy the work, but sometimes is damn sian.
these few nights i dreamt about the work place!
about the iphone accessories, headphones etc!
im going crazyyyyyyyyyyy. =/
but for the sake of MONEY, i will endure the next 9 days.
so people, feel free to come vivocity 1st floor atrium find me. hahahaha.
1st day melvin rich came to find us.
2nd day my parents came to find me.
3rd day jon daryl melvin came.
today my mum, bro and bro's gf came to find me. & babymama came to fetch me too!
ARGH SUPER HAPPY ttm. :)

so today after work, babymama & i went to PS to eat thai express (:
long time never eat already. miss the food!
then we bought tix @ cathay for Case 39.
quite a fairly good movie. but ending sucks lah.
ended too fast.
but enjoyed spending those moments with him.
really happy that he came lah. :D
20 more days to our 2nd year anniversary!

2009-11-15T02:28:00.000-08:00

2009-11-10T10:57:00.000-08:00

im here again~
in the middle of the night. hahahah. 3am!

lazy to post pictures in my blog.
so all wordy wordy. i know you dont mind (:
so bored now lah.
Mongs all went to sleep. all of them have school tmr.
baby going sleep soon too.
arggghhhhhh. i'm soooo bored! seriously nothing to do except crapping here.
tmr no plans.
trying hard to think of something to do. hahahah.
ok i shall do dedication to my close ones!
i shall start with the Mongs.

Bella : You this little bitch. hahaha. love being with you la. we have the same crazy ideas and jokes. can have fun all day with you around. it's nice to share thoughts with you and confide in you too. seriously spend alot of time together lah. now see you also sian. lol. come on little armpit. let's rock!

Wishing : The girl who's becoming more and more kiampa each day. ahaha. buddy with you for alot of years already right. my first friend in nchs leh. dont siao siao k. it's nice talking to you too! cus i know you can be trusted. love you ttm lah!

Mock : Blur mawk. always do all sorts of funny and shocking things that make my day hahahah. someone who dont know char shao is pork, and thought it is chicken. and burps with a 'chiu' at the end. hahahah. love to disturb you ttm. cus you are always amazed by my facial expressions LOL.

Jon : HEY YOU. treat you really like my bro sia. ok lah. hate to admit that you are actually a very kind-hearted guy. LOL. got an shuang not. dont keep scared that you will offend ppl lah. we always know you jk one. so no need explain you jk lol. & i will help you and guide you along the way on how to jio girls!

LX : Oi son. see you for like 5th year alr. and this year is like see you everyday in the morning. buay sian ah. lol. i like your jokes though. humour sense about same level as me lah. although lose to me by a little only. but it's still passable ^^. yea hate to admit you are good to talk to also lah. although jiao wei alot also. LOL.

Richie : Yo mom. is your scalp still bleeding. lol. it's freaking scary. anw. just hope you can be happy lah. dont think too much and make yourself feel worse. happy jiu hao ma hor? you are a good listener and advisor. quite pro lol. always give useful advices and opinions. and ya just stay crazy and lead the Mongs to greater heights!

Ashley : Eh you. eunhyuk-wannabe. hahahaa.
thanks for the supplies of korean videos lah. never ask, automatic you come give me one. so not bad lah. sometimes your lame jokes quite funny also. keep it up. & wish you all the best in getting eunhyuk hairstyle and dancing abilitlies!

Cheekat : Your jokes seriously funny one leh. is really lol. sense of humour can fight with me also. not bad. and one thing is your rubbish really alot. but with good humour inside. so still can forgive. suanning ppl is your another ability esp with XXXXX. lol. eh good luck with maplestory lah. :D

Daryl : Thank you once again for staying in punggol. emo kid with 'good' sense of humour. ok lah you quite funny at times lah. when you never cross the line between funny and you LOL. actually you are a kind-hearted guy also lah. gentleman too. dont an shuang can already.

Melvin : One of my suppliers of songs + a Sohee's crazy fan. Fun talking to you with hellos and byebyes throughout the convo. LOL. whenever i see you, the word 'kovan' pops up in my mind. dont know why! damn random but i cannot control it! lolllllllllll. you are quite a caring guy lah. haahhah.

Xuan : Whenever i see you i think of your sis! look super uber alike. ahaha. pro little monk who is good in his studies and even intend to get H3 for chem huh. lollllll. anw you have an innocent face, and that's a good thing! just good luck for your studies and fly to higher and damn higher heights next year!!

Sam : My another long lost son. LOL. seriously seldom see you lah. i can understand lah. being a spiderman is very tiring and busy, so you dont have time to visit your mom. have to climb everywhere except your home. lol. another pro mugger as welll. so same thing! good luck in getting good abd gooder grades next yr!

JianYu : Crazy mousehunter! everyday camp online just to wait for mouse to appear. i know got some snowmouse thing. pro or. lol. seldom see you also. like once in a while, just like spiderman. too busy already. hahahahah. good luck to you in getting nice and nicer grades next yr!

Jiesheng : I see you i think of Maplestory or Audition! hahahah. you just remind me of these games lah. pro audi player ^^. you are so quiet lahh. so seldom talk to you in mongs outing. but dont crap alot also good! if not like ck then die liao. hahaha.

Mawice : A car person who knows all sorts of car names which are crazzzzzzily long and chim and he knows all of them. OMG OR? you remind me of pianos, o2jam, cars. hahahah. standard one! oh ya and pro moonwalk too! perform it next time again. :D

Xiang : The one who said that im wearing my mum's neighbour's slippers, when im just wearing my mom's sandals. hahahah. lots of random jokes which are unpredictable and out of a sudden. sometimes this makes a funny impact also. which is lol. last long with cheryl leh!!!!

okay i finally finish all the dedications.
omg i spend like 1 hr doing it.
ahahha dont know why spend so much time also.

and lastly, to Babymama.
although we have conflicts quite often, we still are kiampa as before. lol.
guess kiampa is the way of communication between us.
our 2 year anniversary is arriving soon!
real soooon.
time flies!
love ya! :D

2009-11-08T19:24:00.000-08:00

HEYO!
haha wowo. it's been more than a month since i've blogged!

the past few weeks were quite fun.
meeting up alot with the Mongs. :D
the reason im here is to blog about the hiking trip.

so....
Saturday Wenxin & I went hiking with other 3 Odac guys.
walked from Macritchie to Bukit Timah deurbanised railway track.
we spent like 4 hours walking in Macritchie to Bukit Timah alone.
and my legs were already breaking. can't go on anymore.
Wenxin & I keep asking them when are we reaching Macdonald's.
lol. all the way we kept whining & whining & whining how tired we were.
& i think their tolerance level with us is super high. haha.
oh ya there was a canal where we had to go to the another side of the land.
they climbed over the pipe or something. and had to perform some 'stunts' in order to get to the other side.
I kept dont dare to climb over. wanting to give up but they wont let me. lol.
after a long time, i plucked up my courage and completed the thingy. woooooooooo.
so, we continued walking and walking along the railway track( looks the Little Nyonya last episode de railway track ).
finally, we reached Mac, and were so happy to be able to sit.
awhile later, we started our journey again.
though Wenxin & I dont feel like walking anymore.
however, with our determination and tolerance and endurance, we dragged our legs along with us.
our main motivation is to complete the whole journey so we can meet up with the Mongs to watch 'Paranormal Activity'.
after that we decided to climb up a 'slope' or something. filled with grasses.
Wenxin led the way and suddenly she screamed and pointed to a grass patch.
the land was BREATHING. seriously BREATHING! IT MOVED UP AND DOWN SLOWLY WITH PACE.
the guys didnt know what it was too! and so we screamed and moved quickly from the breathing land.
i want to know what it was. some animal under the ground sleeping? or some gas inside contracting and relaxing? argghhhhhh.

so this is the disgusting part.
we came upon a 'Swarm' or something like that.
is just a land filled with mud.
we walked in the mud carefully, holding each other. (so that when we fall we can pull each other down)
and the mud is soooooo FREAKING disgusting!!!!!!!
you put your foot in there, and you lift up your leg without your shoes!
the shoes are stuck inside! omggggggggggggggggg.
then i slowly wear back my shoes in the mud. LOL. feeling my way in it. pro or?
yea then there's no more nice road or pathway for us to walk.
IT'S ALL TREES THAT FELL and lots of mud!
we climbed over the tree trunks, which some is super high, need to have support holding the other trees or plants beside.
i always pull the leaves or grasses while climbing damn lol.
and we had to squat down. really DOWN. in order to squeeze through under the tree trunks or something.
and alot insects are climbing onto me.
ewwwww.
the place is so creepy and horrible as there's no way we can pass through the place.
no nice roads. or whatever.
you have to squeeze, squat, climb in order to go ahead.
and at a point, we were like stuck as we were blocked.
so the guys went to find alternate routes. lol.
all the way i felt like im a conservationist, steve irwin or something. LOL.
being SO close to nature. which is the first time in my entire life.
and ya, we came to a tunnel which is dark and creepy. filled with soft mud again.
and the mud covers up to nearly our knees.
Wenxin suddenly realised WeiZheng was emitting smoke!
we observed him and it's true! lots of smoke was coming from him!
so funny and interesting at the same time.
finally we walked through the tunnel and i looked down and saw a 'rope' on my thigh.
i happily take the 'rope' and suddenly it MOVED.
OMG. I THREW IT ON THE GROUND AND IT WRIGGLED.
I WAS LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
IT'S AN EARTHWORMMMMMM.
i continued to be traumatised after that.
we walked walked walked.
then there's this land filled with grasses and MIMOSA PLANTS.
we walked through them and kept hearing ouch ouch ouch!
the mimosa plants were cutting us with their thorns or something.
and we had no choice, but to walk quickly.
i'm considered lucky among them alr. cus i have the least cuts than them.
Wenxin's one like she had a fight with a cat.
Wenxin screamed again. when we heard some flapping wings sounds behind us.
i thought it was a bird. but after that she told me she saw some grey animal zoomed past behind the grass with tail. OMG. why would a bird have tail? or some animal let's say a squirrel with wings?!
we finally completed the whole journey and went to wash our feet at a void deck.
it was like in heaven when we were washing our legs lol.
felt so clean after that.
bought drinks and Wenxin and I went to take 74 back to her house to bathe.
on the way, Mo Xiao Ling's bro sat beside us on the bus.
lol!
washed up at Wenxin's house and went to Jon's house to watch movie.
thanks Bella for helping to buy meesua and my fave Jasmine Milk Tea with coconut plum!
enjoyed the movie with Mongs!
(:
was so exhausted and I can hardly move ard as my body were aching so badly.
oh ya forgot to say that we walked nearly a 20km distance throughout the hike.

though the trip was life-threatening, but it was a nice experience!
thank you Wishing for accompanying me through thick and thin. and helping me so much along the way. (:
glad that you were by my side! love ya! :D

2009-10-04T02:37:00.000-07:00

mugged for bio.
now mugging for econs.
and now the time is 5.37am le.
i think i going mug untill late midnight again.
all memory stuffs.
i think when i reach a limit in my brain. everything i studied will be gone.
lolol -.-
im feeling damn sucky now and i want to rest.
but there's nt enough time left.
arghhhhh.
chem's another killer for me.
so far i only covered a chap lol.
i will die the next few days.

to lighten my mood.
i shall list the things i wanna go and do after exams.
1. movies
2. shopping
3. travel
4. sleep
5. slack like there's no tommorow.

arghhhhhh.
during end of year holidays i wanna dye my hairrrr.
yes i shall do it.
even for a mth or so.
i dont care.
im just so sick of myself.

2009-09-26T13:04:00.000-07:00

doing math past year promo papers.
argh.
do until damn sian.
now 4am alr.
not tired lol.
cus today slept till 5pm LOL.
nice right.
i slept 13 hours in total.
weekend sleep until gaogao. haha.

yesterday went to study with Mos & some of the Mongs came to find us.
went to The Cathay and watched Fame.
not nice one =/
to me lah. cus i dont like this kinda shows.
im more into actions/horror. (:
so i was so bored during the movie and i keep crapping with bella.
hahahah.
after that the rest went to Buangkok to have supper while i headed home alone.
because alr going to be 12am le.
while on the way home, mum called.
lol. must reach home by 12.
this is the new curfew lor.
but it's good also la. safer for me.
my hse downstairs really very quiet at night.
i keep watching whether got ppl follow me back on way home every time.
paranoid haha.

reached home & watched Super Junior videos.
alot funny and interesting videos lah.
eun hyuk dance is so pro (:

i miss my babymama.
never contact me for 3 days already.
dont know how is he doing.
think his hotel dont have internet connection ba.
or he couldnt log on to msn and skype.
hope he's having fun now (:

2009-09-23T09:46:00.000-07:00

i'm so tired now.
lack of sleep apparently.
stressed up man.
got lots to study and do.
nothing much happened in school.
had math mock test for 3 whole hours!
its kinda screwed up.
after that ard 6, some of the mongs came ny to find us (:
went to cp makan and slacked then home.
initially planned to meet up with babymama but in the end decided to go home as there's nowhere to go and nth to do.
hahah.
tmr meet then.

tmr night babymama's flying off to Japan.
awwww.
will miss him totally.
he's coming back on 2nd oct, which is the day i will be having my promos.
sighhhhh.
but anyway, enjoy yourself to the max k!
it's my dream to go Japan man!
& Disneyland hahahah.
must really take care!
if you really miss home can look at the gift i will be giving you tmr.
haha.
hope it will give you a sense of warmth & home-feeling.
lolol.
i'm going to sleep now.
5 more hours & i will need to wake up already.
byebyeeeee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RICHMOND! aka mum. LOL.

2009-09-20T10:32:00.000-07:00

yo!
went to watch The Ugly Truth with babymama just now @ The Cathay.
before that we had Thai Express tom yum @ plaza sing(:
niceeeee.
arcaded as usual & had fun!
>the movie was hilarious with lots of dirty jokes.
but quite a nice movie. (:
trained back home & he sent me back to my doorstep.
abit emo on the way home.
cus tonight's the last outing. the next one will be 3 weeks after.
he going Japan on this thursday.
then i having promos soon.
after promos alr mid oct.
sighhhhhhhh.
i will be so emo lah.
exam stress + no him.
i must be strong.

love yongchuan.

2009-09-10T10:13:00.000-07:00

had a wonderful day with babymama (:

went to kovan to cut my hair in the afternoon.

babymama wanted to cut too. but his hairdresser quitted alr.

he damn sad LOL.

his hairdresser for two years leh. now gone without a word.

dont be sad k?

the auntie helped me cut until SO SHORT.

but it's better and i like it.

sometimes new hairstyles are better.

AND AT LEAST MY HAIR STOPS DROPPING SO MUCH ALREADY.

yay!!!!!

i will have thick hair soon. (: (although the max will still be one-third of wenxin's thickness argh)

i kinda like my hair now hahahahah.

went to cine to buy movie tix at 9.20pm show : Time Traveller's Wife.

after that walked all the way to far east as babymama needed to cut his hair at a salon.

very short HAHA.

like the old yongchuan i used to know almost 2 years ago!

lol.

he wanna try 'overlap' next time. whoa whoa.

we then went upstairs to makan makan.

fried rice + kangkong.

damn delicious (:

bought some KUNGFU NAI CHA at the bubbletea shop downstairs.

nice!

walked slowly all the way back to orchard ion.

shop shop abit.

then walked to cine to watch movie.

on the way saw some guy painting with sprays.

damn nice la the paintings!

so talented. there were crowds kaypohing what he doing.

and we were one of them.

then we caught then movie.

front part babymama fell asleep!

damn funny he just dozed off like that. cus really very boring.

behind part still okay.

quite a classical movie la. maybe i dont really know how to appreciate it.

prefer action-packed or some monsters/aliens weird stuff in the movie.

he sent me back home & sayonara love.

tmr going study @ hg mall with Mos at 1030!

then going kbox @ plaza at 2 (:

love love love Mos!

2009-09-04T11:26:00.001-07:00

have the mood to blog today!

random stuff i suppose.

cus no big issues to blog about.

today's Friday!

which means the last day of sch for the sem (:

although can sleep until shuang shuang during hols, but need study.

i finally got the mood to study.

seriously.

i need to study with Mos!

pw is kinda screwed up lah.

need 'redo' alot of things. which is damn sian.

dont know can work or nt. later change here and there again. and promos coming soon alr.

nth special happened in school lah.

just usual, daily routined stuff.

quite boring.

after i watched a video yesterday, had sympathy for some animals lah.

the video showed one-day-old chicks being thrown around and dumped into a 'blender' kind of machine and slice them into 'mince-meat' ALIVE.

tons and tons of male chicks being killed just like that.

just because people wanna have less costs as male chicks do not lay eggs etc.

those chicks are soo cute la!

so innocent and jumping around. then suddenly being dropped into a conveyor belt, then dumped into the machine and byebye.

mince meat coming out from the other side of the machine.

i really think this world if there are no humans, the earth will be a better place lor.

seriously humans are 'destroying' everything.

environment etc.

ok im nt saying all humans should die lah.

im a human LOL.

but thats how i feel lor.

family and friends.

should treasure as much as possible.

really glad to have such understanding parents.

giving me so much freedom. respecting me to do whatever i want.

friends too. Mos Mongs, giving me sense of belonging hahah.

best friends ever. (:

and lastly my bf chuannie.

doting on me like there's no tmr. LOL.

our convo always so kiampa.

lame jokes here and there and kiampa.

but he really took care of me alot.

thanks! <3

really random.

okok.

i go liao

byebye :D

2009-08-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

finally update my blog.

really like, finally. lolol.

today's Friday!

Mon having teachers' day cele then returning back to nchs (:

miss the noodles + classmates + mr tien + ms ng!

Tues is holiday!

sooo happy.

then the week after is Sept holiday. :D

really need study le lah.

if not retain for sure.

study le maybe will retain too. but at least better than dont study.

wanna cut my hair leh.

like trim a lil bit.

too long alr. hair keeps dropping.

one fine day i will be bald.

maybe trim it on this weekend or so.

mood sometimes not very good nowadays.

dont know because of what.

mostly due to school lah.

just so sian sian sian.

feels like eating sushi leh.

have this craving very long alr.

like a few weeks?

i wannnnaaa eatttt sushiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ):

& i wanna watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-08-17T10:57:00.000-07:00

yay finally can post pics!
these pics are taken last sunday. (:
ernie BLOOOODDDDYYYY cute.
ok i dont know said how many times in my blog already. haha.
but she's really CUTEEEEEE.

watched Where Got Ghost & G.I Joe during the weekend with my babymama. (:
both not very very good actually.
didnt leave any impact on me.
those movies which make me crazy and mad about it are good movies. hahaha.
such as transformers. heheheh.
eh anyway i watched Lion King 1 and 2 these few days.
oh man the memories. i watched it over and over again on tape when i was an innocent kid!
i called 'Scar' uncle everytime. haha
as if he's my uncle.
Lion King 2 better than 1 lah. lol
i watched 5-6 TIMES OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
can u imagine?! over like 2-3 days
ahahha ppl call me crazy.
but thats how i am like.
if i like something, i will crazy over it for days/weeks etc.
if not, i heck care totally. lol.

awwww anw haru haru rocks my life. (:

2009-08-10T08:11:00.000-07:00

sian dont know why blogger cannot post pics anymore.
the tools dont know go where. all vanished.
when i have the mood to post pics, then blogger dont allow me -.-

Fri after school went to pizza hut with some Mongs + babymama.
wanted go seoul garden de but there's so many people.
quite disappointed.
after that night time went to meet Mongs at Punggol CC.
chatted with wishing and richie while watching the rest playing basketball.
went jon's house waited for them to bathe finish then go hg plaza watch them play pool.
mood was damn bad that night lah.
so didnt play anything.
love Mongs ttm (:

Sat i accompanied babymama go cut hair at kovan.
then to Amk Hub for movie with the his friends.
watched UP.
haha i think it's okay lah.
not too bad and not too good.

Sun i woke up early to do pw.
initially thought will go out early then to watch fireworks.
but in the end drag until 6 plus havent even decide go where!
wanted to go watch fireworks very badly. but lazy and dread the crowds.
so didnt go.
babymama suddenly popped out at my house. lol.
i thought his msn got prob cus he keep offline.
so didnt expect he came my house (:
i whined and whined to go out but dont know want go where.
then i thought of going Clarke Quay harbour there!
it's been nearly 2 years since i went!
MY FAVE PLACE TO SLACK AND TALK AND RELAX!
so, we went out at 9pm LOL.
that's quite late haha.
took train to dhoby ghaut and bought movie tix for Hangover at 12am slot.
then headed to Clarke Quay to slack while waiting for the movie.
i felt happy and relaxed when i reached the river there.
the scenery is the best!
the lights, the water, the buildings, the sky with clouds.
wowoowowowwwwww.
we sat at the steps there and talked awhile.
watched the 'spring thingy' which ppl sit on it and flew up high in the sky and bounce with the 'ropes' attached.
forgot what it's called.
went back to dhoby to watch movie.
the show was hilarious lah.
alot sick jokes.
and nude scenes lol.
dont know why it's nc16. should be m18.
cabbed to babymama's house and stayed till the next afternoon.
took alot photos of ernie! but cant post sian.

last but not least,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
(:

2009-07-25T08:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 7 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY! (or 19th month)

just came back from Amk Hub not long ago.
caught 'Public Enemies' with babymama & his friends.
dont uds the show int he beginning. after that then uds what's going on haha.
dont know why always come back from Amk Hub damn tired.
think it's cus of the long bus journey back.
slept on the bus with my head on babymama's shoulder without fail. lol.
he sent me home again. (:

5 more months to 2nd year anniversary!
we must watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 this year on christmas eve k. haha.
watched the first episode when we first met. so tons of memories.
although quite alot of unhappy things happened throughout these months, but i know we do love each other.
love chuannie ttm (:

2009-07-21T07:01:00.001-07:00

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

2009-07-21T03:55:00.002-07:00

i dont know what happened to blogger.
kinda of screwed up.
and now im typing in a small box called preview which is weird.
ended school at 12 today.
had lunch with bella & mock at cp.
headed home to sleep.
i was so exhausted.
mum cleaning in my room & i cant sleep in my room.
went to parents' room & slept.
had a sleep-wake kind of sleep.
dont know for how many times.
had a nice dream ytd.
it made me so happy.
when i woke up, then i realised it's only a dream.

also, to Eileen.
please dont hurt yourself just because of him. no matter how sad you are, dont torture your own health.
if not, you will only hurt those who love you, your parents, family and friends.
and in the end, there is still no solution to the problem.
it's time to love yourself!
best wishes (:

2009-07-19T09:44:00.000-07:00

just got back from amk hub.
today went to cp, orchard and amk hub with babe.
he bought his shoes, finally altered his chio belt at orchard, and we went amk for movie (:
watched harry potter.
actually i find the movie quite okay lah.
cus i understand the story.
i think people need to watch the previous 5 movies or read the books, so that they understand what's going on in the current show.
there's no introduction or whatsoever, so people dont know who's who.
lol.
but i think previous ones are better than this.
babe accompanied me home and i watched him took a cab, viewing from my window.
watched him travelling further and further away, and at last vanished from my view.
that kind of feeling is quite sad. lol.
dont know why suddenly so emo lah =/
and about my studies.
i seriously need to buck up.
nowadays, i tried my best to listen in lectures, and i understood what's going on.
like finally.
realised what i've been doing in the past few months are crap.
im not doing myself any justice if i continue to rot like this.
i made my choice to come to jc, and i need to do what im supposed to do.
so i will try my best to focus now.

2009-07-13T10:33:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo yo yo!
1.33am now. heh.
just now went to celebrate wishing heng's birthday at causeway point!
ate at breeze restaurant or something like that.
the food is cheap and nice!
had a nice HTHT chat with the MOs!
love MOs ttmttmttmttmttm.
great sisters i've got hahahahah.
took 161 back and theres nt enough seats in the bus.
the 4 of us stood back and BELLA & I DOZED OFF WHILE STANDING!
that feeling is LOL.
bella dozed off first and she chua tio and woke up. then started laughing hysterically.
then i thought how ppl can sleep like that. dont joke leh.
after that i closed my eyes, and dozed off!!!
woke up suddenly and saw mock laughed at me.
damn weird the feeling lol.
took a long time to reach home.
wanted to take a nap before doing my GP essays and chem tutorials.
but end up chionging everything without sleeping.
muahahha im pro. (:

I LOVE 21 GUNS BY GREEN DAY! & NEW DIVIDE BY LINKIN PARK.
21 guns is now on my blog! the song you are listening to now. (((((((;
say it's nice quick.
yeah obviously is transformers : revenge of the fallen theme songs.
but i wont get sick listening to them!
listened countless times since last 2-3 weeks lol.
love transformers ttm hahahahhaha.
bumblebee is my idol. (:
and in my PW, im conserving bumblebees LOLOL.
yay. :D
watched transformers twiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
same as lamsoon.

heh tmr's tuesday!
end school at 2 or 230.
going pop up at TP to find baby after my lesson ends. *secretly* (:
meanwhile do some studying at the study tables as usual. lol.

im so high now for no reason.
in the middle of the night ownself-highing.
ok i go play bejeweled awhile before sleeping lol.
BYEEEEEEEEE MISS ME.

2009-07-09T05:35:00.000-07:00

did pw these few days.
pw is so sian ):
my results suck like shit.
shall nt mention about them.
make me gek xim only. sigh..
really need to work hard from now on. motivation is all i need.
someone give me that please?

finished watching absolute boyfriend jap drama online.
cried so much at last episode.
such a nice and interesting plot (:
the main actor and actress are sooooooo good-looking!

just reach home at 7 plus just now.
went priscillia's house to do pw. her aircon is damn power one.
haha i think ard 15 degrees like that.
went toilet for 3 times.

oh yah.
today morning while i at mrt station, i knocked myself onto the seat and i had a BIG GIGANTIC SUPER HUGE blue/green/red bruise on my thigh.
bloody big.
and the pain is sooooooooooooooo -.-
beared with it for a moment cus there are no seats for me in the mrt.
bella took a pic of it lol.

made baby angry today.
i'm truly sorry.
):

2009-06-25T08:31:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR 6 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABYMAMA !

thank you for the wonderful day (:
and also the chio Guess Bag, and 2 adorable chipmunk plushies!
really felt so happy when i opened my door, and i saw 2 chipmunks on the ground.
hahhaa.
bluffed me you going home and to pass friends things.
you actually went to buy those gifts for me.
thank you (:
alvin and the chipmunks is the first movie we watched together near christmas 1 and 6 months ago, and i still remember those moments vividly in my mind.
so when i see chipmunks, i remember you.
thank you for all the things you did for me all these while, and protecting me.
felt so fortunate and blessed.
i can feel your love for me.
love you alot.
this year alvin and the chipmunks 2 is coming out near christmas again!
will go watch it together without fail.
happy anniversary once again!

2009-06-13T09:51:00.000-07:00

don't feel good.
physically and mentally.
my stomach's still feels weird.

i really need to study.

2009-06-11T00:27:00.000-07:00

hi people.
miss me right.
this time round is really (very) long nv update already.
really lazy to update lah.
i got alot photos that i wanna upload but im LAZY AGAIN.
so ... no pics to admire. hahahahahah.
another wordy post la.

not feeling well since ytd.
felt like my stomach is bloated. i cant even feel that im hungry/thirsty!
i didnt drink nor eat at babe's house!
for >24hrs i think.
thats awesome! .__.
first time like that. although i did feel my stomach become flat, but is not healthy ma. (can slim down leh!)
i think something's wrong with my body.
because i can see that im nt healthy ( in alot of aspects which im nt going to tell u lol )
argh.
im feeling so nua now.
feel like sleeeeeeping.
but thats a waste of time. zzzzz.

0% motivation to study.
which is golgi-fied.
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ok shant talk about studies.

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yea dont know later got go out or not.
waiting for ppl to call. haha.

anw. mock's chalet was a success.
the lil fortunate girl.
really alot ppl turned up for the chalet. haha.
can see that she's really happy that night. (:

argh. i really got alot of things to blog in my mind.
but i just cant recall.
forget it man.
wait till i rmb, and come back to blog again.
(:

2009-05-17T10:24:00.000-07:00

watched Angels and Devils/ or Demons? at cathay just now.
the show was not too bad.
but not as nice as i imagined it to be.

babe got his haircut again.
haha now his hair half dyed half black.
like highlight.
lolol.

really sick of school man.
though im slacking throughout, but i still think school sucks.
i dont wanna be so slack seriously. but i just cant help it -.-
im slackier than in sec sch! can u imagine it?
i wanna study hard and get promoted.
but .... sigh.
i just dont have the motivation.
im still used to pushed by other ppl. to get working. to get studying.

erm anw,
had napfa on sat morning.
quite happy with my results.
except for shuttle run, which i will rerun on wed or thurs.
dont know wanna retake my 2.4km run again or not.
if my shuttle run can get above C, then i rereun 2.4.
hope can get a gold.
if nt silver ba.
if i lazy run again =/

situps, sit and reach and inclined pull ups got A!
surprised really. esp for my inclined pull up! hahah.
standing broad jump improved quite alot too! first time jump 175 =/
but it was only a C.

lastly, JOLIN PLEASE STUDY.
JUST MUG OK?
JUST
MUG.
JUST ZHAM STUDIES.
STOP SLACKING U ASSHOLE.

2009-05-12T05:01:00.001-07:00

apologise.
potential breakup song.
easy.
the way i are.
waiting for you.
say goodbye.
what hurts the most.
teardrops on my guitar.
tattoo.
i knew i love you.
xiang ting de hua.

these songs really feels so familiar and close to me, as countless of memories appeared in my mind uncontrollably.
remember everything so vividly.
just dont know how to describe the feelings that i will have whenever i listen to one of these songs.
feels like hugging you tightly.

<3

2009-05-11T09:53:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DICKIEMONG! (:

heyhey.
12.53am now!
today very shiok. slept until quite late (:
what a nice long weekend!

as usual, played pool, stayed over at mock's house again, movie.
went to fly kites with the mongs on sat afternn.
was fun! first time flying a kite leh.
feel so romantic and so carefree................
went to richiemong's house on sat night.
alot ppl were there. almost all the mongs. (:
quan went too, and told us ghost stories.
all were scary man.
then i dont dare go home alone cus it's quite late alr.
so, me bella and richiemong went play pool at hg plaza at ard 12am+ stayed over at mock's house.
reached her hse at 4am.
and did my research for proj awhile before i go to slp.
woke at 8 plus in the morning and went back home to take the pw thingy and bathed + rushed to vivo to do proj with my grp members.
was sooooooo tired that i cannot concentrate!
and i fell asleep once while they were discussing!
so sorry guys. ):
dragged myself home and slept.
didnt turn up for dickiemong's bd celebration with the mongs!
so sorry.

today went to TP with bella to find baby and richiemong.
baby brought us to the IT labs and we lamed there with the comps.
hahahah.
met up with richie and baby and i went to TM to watch wolverine.
the movie's nice !
so cool man. (:
came back home with baby.

poly life seems to be very fun.
prefer poly life seriously, after i go TP today.
i see jc life is really awwww grossssssss.
tmr going sch again.
this feeling sucks to the MAX.

2009-05-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

everybody hao !

finally finished my PI !
and this time round i took the shortest time to complete compared to last time.
grats to myself (:
thats why got the time to crap now.
now 1230am alr. still very awake.

ENJOYED my long weekend man!
played pool with baby & mock on thurs.

fri played pool with some of the Mongs in the morning.
took contacts with belliemong.
dont like the color of my contacts man!
supposed to be grey. but it looks like BLUE. gosh?
after that went dhoby with baby watched Taken and Horsemen continuously.
Taken is really very very nice!
5/5 (:
i watched it again ytd at baby's hse.
horsemen sucked. 2-3/5?
dont like the storyline. like abit childish?
and the ending like so crappy.
didnt join the Mongs at jianyu hse. ):
i missed the karaoke. lol.
had sore throat again! damn. is like 3rd time alr.
the med i finished didnt help.

sat i went to baby's house till like 8 plus.
finally saw ernie!
she trimmed her fur alr.
until so short :(
then become so skinny. like very ke lian.
more furry more cute.
but i still love her no matter what.
she seemed to miss me very much LOL.
keep coming up to me and like very excited when she see me.
chuannie said she always look behind him whether anyone's with him when he reaches home everytime.
and MAYBE SHE'S LOOKING WHETHER IM WITH HIM OR NT.
also, when i go toilet or something, she will sometimes lie outside the toilet wait for me to come out.
so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!

haha ya and we met up with the Mongs at cp for dinner.
had ajisen! :D
pooled at hougang plaza again. had fun and im addicted to pool seriously.
like played continuously for 3 days?
and whenever im free, i feel like asking ppl out for pool =/
watched them play the billard thingy with the poker cards.
soooo interesting. haha.
played until like 3 am plus?
went mac for supper/breakfast and we cabbed.
i stayed over at mock's house again! heeeeeeeee.
really dammit tired and slept.
nv really chat alot.
went home at 11 plus in the morning and slept at home.

baby came my hse at 3 plus and pei-ed me.
he bought strawberry milk tea for me tooo. (:
i did my Math tutorial and GPP research.
did my PI too.
haha im hardworking today :D
had fun lah.

LOVE WEEKENDS/HOLIDAYS.
LOVE POOLING.
LOVE CHUANNIE.
LOVE MONGS.

2009-04-24T14:34:00.001-07:00

at mock's house now.
it's 5.34am now.
i just cant get to sleep.

2009-04-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

cheekit and jiehui! they look very alike can haha.

richiemong moving at high speed. lol.

taupok!

mocky tanned pic. hahaha.

lx hiding behind and hugging richiemong. LOL.

lx's leg seems to elongated.

bella's middle finger trying to mean something :D

whoaaaaa!

THE IMBA ONE. buddhaaa!

lx kissed by richiemong lol!

jianyu!

cheekit kittiemong!

jiehui!

emal ashley!

bananiemong!

yixuan!

jiesheng!

daryl!

jon!

yanniemong!

chienniemong!

belliemong!

melvin!

IP Man !

joke!

roar!

formal.

peeeee-nussss ! \m/

went to stay over at jianyu's house on saturday night.
there were 12 guys and 4 girls.
guys : richmond, chengsiong, cheekit, ashley, jon, melvin, jianyu, yixuan, jiehui, lx, jiesheng, daryl.
girls : me mock bella wenxin.
had GREAT FUN.
SERIOUSLY.
love that night to the MAX.
camwhored and took alot pics with the whole group.
at night, we played a game.
played poker cards.
played 2 games of poker.
1st one is each person has a nickname. and need to rmb everyone's nickname.
then the cards are distributed and the ones which have the same number need to say each other's name quickly.
the one who lost need to drink.
the 2nd game is each one will get a card. and A,2,3 will drink 1,2,3 shots of martell.
4,5,6 can sabo other ppl drink 4,5,6 shots or separately. as long as the total add up to the number on the card.
if take 7, the person can set a rule.
for example, the rules that were set that day are no vulgarities, no speaking of mandarin, no pointing and calling at ppl's names, and need to shout PEEEENUS + give peace hand sign before drinking.
were damn joke la! everyone keep making mistakes and need to drink.
if take card 8, it is called a thumb card. which the person can put their fingers on the card, and everyone need to follow suit and put on the card.
the last one to put, or put wrongly need to drink.
i forgot whats 9 alr. haha.
10 is start a game like name all the animals, plants, cars etc.
the one who canot name in 5 secs need to drink.
J is all guys drink, and Q is all girls drink.
keep getting Q la! then the three of us must drink.
K is toilet card. in which the person can go toilet and slack as long as possible.
haha. so the game is very fun.

everybody keep drinking.
i cannot drink alot. after i drank some shots, i felt damn warm and my ears and face became damn red.
felt like puking when i smell the martell.
is like wth.
the guys are very gentleman! jianyu, chengsiong, melvin and richmond keep help us drink also.
the guys, bella and yanling tanked some shots for me.
i felt so bad!
bella damn strong sia.
like no reaction after drinking alot. haha pro.

after playing, we chatted and listened to music.
had nice chat with mock bella richmond and chengsiong.
slept in the room from 6 plus am till 12 plus.
i was the last one to woke up. hahaha.
went down and joined cheekit, jianyu and yanling for mahjong.
the rest went home alr.
i lost and won some!
using richmond's money la. cus i helped him play. lol.
after that we went to eat at some place nearby.
then took bus to cp meet baby, deon ky and weijie.
watch them eat pizza hut and baby and i went to kovan as he needa cut hair.

baby then came my hse and i helped him to trim his fringe.
cus some strands so long and some so short.
hahaha.

those studying in poly school reopened alr.
haha.
good luck to them!

hope to catch up with PEEEENUS soon! (:
glad to have such great funny friends!

2009-04-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

just back from nchs anniversary.
haha quite bored just now.
slacked with bella. had fun chatting and nonsens-ing.
actually quite offended by quite a number of things today.
dont know is i mood swing. sensitive. or what.
just buay song alot of things.
but saw mr tien and miss ng. and many of my dear friends.
felt like im back in sec 4.
mugging for O's. complaining about tests and exams, remedials.
i miss the past gossips too.
can recall how we sit in the canteen eating mee.
recess time scenes all that.
me bella and yanling almost cried when thinking of all these.
we felt like we are back at home.
everything felt so familiar. and brought back alot of memories.

and baby is shopping with friends at vivo now.
and im back at home ready to finish my 2nd draft of PI. is wth man. big contrast.
tmr going out shopping with baby and then to jy hse thon.

randomly, i wanna watch the movie '17 again' so badly.
purposely put the ' ' cus dont wanna lx to mistaken that i wanna watch the movie '17' again. lol.

oh ya.
ytd had method of difference math test.
was quite okay. think i will pass.
and econs lecture test today.
anyhow do. didnt even use what i studied ytd.
just wrote what i thought of at that moment.
think we need practises for case studies.
we havent try one before. and straight away test.
not used to it yet.

hmm.
and anyway.
nanyang jc odac rocks.

and anyway.
my bf is still yongchuan.
not anyone else.

2009-04-13T07:51:00.000-07:00

quite a number of things to do this week.
2nd draft of PI to be done.
and basically i need to redo everything :(
need to submit by friday.
thurs having math method of difference test.
friday having econs lecture test.
really gg liao.

heh i love my babymama. (:

2009-04-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

yo it's 1.38am now.
tmr got sch leh. lolololololol.
need wake at 7.
siansxzzsx.

last wed, during odac, i got stomachache.
went toilet halfway and needa climb the slope thingy near tennis court there.
climbed halfway and i nearly fell.
two girls were there and i overheard one of them saying ' eh ! this girl doing stunt leh ! her hands are all over the soil .' or something like that.
wtf la.
do i even know you? have i offended you or something?
you all didnt even help me up and still stand there mocking at me.
sadly i nv notice how you look like.
so i dont know who are you.
some bitches i guess.
dont even worth to look at.

maybe you guys thinking why i so petty and all that stuff.
but trust me.
if you were me at that moment, you will be hopping mad too.

thurs after school went to cineleisure with mock and bella.
quan came after that to meet mock. and his friends too.
played arcade.
i scored 200 points for basketball !
haha mayb is noob for you all la.
but im quite happy. lololol.
shopped awhile, and took neoprints!
loved the pics man.
love Mos. too bad wenxin cant make it to meet us.
we shall take again next time with complete Mo Family ! (:
mock and quan sent me to punggol mrt. thanks !
haha sweeet couple man.

fri went to watch knowing with baby and clique at the cathay.
was quite nice leh.
haha.
cus i got alot thoughts on the end of the world.
what will happen.
how will we die etc.
deep thoughts.
heh sound like im some deep person right. :P

sat watched fast and furious 4 at the cathay again.
haha.
i dont like fast and furious.
just dont like the storylines.
caught 1-3 also i think.
watch like nv watch like that.
though alot ppl say nice.
maybe i dont like cars?

today watched handsome suit at plaza sing.
I LOVE THIS MOVIE.
best among the three i've watched this weekend.
love jap movies.
L changed the world i watched twice!
this movie is hilarious, and meaningful too.
got chiobus too. (:
super super chio man.

haha really watched all the movies i wanted to watch this few days.
satisfied ! (:

gonna miss my baby.
dont know when then can meet again.
holidays are SO SHORT! =(

2009-04-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

ok today is a slack day!
love tuesdays and fridays! yay.

a big joke just took place.
i was doing my GP Essay. and i asked yl got what crises in sg.
and she told me 'write OSAMA!'
i was like huh? osama where got in sg.
she said 'he escaped from sg ma!'
i said 'wth. NOT OSAMA!'
she ' OMG SHIT! IS MAS SELAMAT! '

hahaha.
funny mock.

got GP essay and PI to finish.
cant complete by today alr.
tmr still got odac.
gg liaoszxszxs

2009-04-04T05:49:00.001-07:00

wow second post of the day.
currently having my dinner.
and i cant finish the rice.
i tried my best to eat as much as i could alr. but i was so damn full!
wanna throw it away man.
but really still got alot rice.
i hate, really hate to waste food.
sigh.
what am i going to do with it?

and red spots are appearing on my wrists.
suddenly.
so scary.
was really worried about it.
cus it really looked serious.
but now realised that maybe it's due to the great amount of antibiotics i consumed earlier on.
i took antibiotics for my ear.
and then MORE antibiotics for my throat infection.
think too much antibiotics will cause rashes.
if im not i wrong, i saw the label on the med casing.
disgusting spots please quickly disappear.

2009-04-04T04:23:00.000-07:00

emo day.
lol.
rot whole day at home man.
wanna study. wanna CHIONG one.
end up watching tv, watch la bi xiao xin on youtube.
im just hopeless.
gonna really CHIONG maths and chem later.
sigh two tests on monday.
hah just let me grumble and whine on and on k? :D

sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
no moooood to study.
how?
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.
sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian.

ok done.

yea suddenly thought of my joke on friday.
during lectures, bella's, yanling's and my highlighters ALWAYS drop on the floor.
one of us will drop at least once. without fail.
then i told yanling ' aiya yi zhi diao, highlighter tai yuan liao. wo yao qu mai square yi dian de highlighter! '
haha. maybe u all dont find it funny la.
but dont know why. now i think of it i find myself so dumb.
become more and more lame and random already.
and when we in toilet,
yanling was going in a cubicle, i just acted like a ghost and 'floated' into the cubicle with her to di siao her.
and she laughed like mad.
and in lesson, yanling was resting her head on my shoulder.
i sang ' rocka my baby, on the tree top. when the wind blows.....'
i blew my breath on her face.
she chua tio lol!
too bo liao alr.

tata.

really love this song man.
hope - we shot the moon.

Hope it's all the I have
The calm in the storm
Is right where I am
Inside of hope
It's all that I know
It's what I'm moved for
It's what I live for

Wave goodbye to a time
That you once believed was everything

I'm ready to live
I'm ready to dream
I'm ready for fear, and love and everything between

Don't tell me I'm right
Don't tell me I'm wrong
Just tell me I'm strong enough for one more song
And this could be the one to say it right
Bringing warmth into the night
I'm going to broke, but I've got hope

The sound it's all around
And we can be found
All in good time.
I'm forgiving yesterday
Wishing yesterday would forgive me, but I'll never see

So wave goodbye to a time
That you once believed was everything

I'm ready to live
I'm ready to dream
I'm ready for fear, love and everything between

Don't tell me I'm right
Don't tell me I'm wrong
Just tell me I'm strong enough for one more song
And this could be the one to say it right
Bringing warmth into the night
I'm going to broke, but I've got hope

I'm ready to live, I live for hope.
I'm ready to live, I live for hope.

I'm ready to live
I'm ready to dream
I'm ready for fear, love and everything between

Don't tell me I'm right
Don't tell me I'm wrong
Just tell me I'm strong enough for one more song
And this could be the one to say it right
Bringing warmth into the night
I'm going to broke, but I've got hope
Yeah, I've got hope.

2009-04-02T07:10:00.000-07:00

hoho.
dont mention abt math lecture test today.
i just feel that im so dumb.

coughing non-stop.
throat itchy like shit.
like something tickling profusely in my throat.
feels like slashing my throat off.
and my left ear is blocked.
like. just blocked.
feel so uncomfortable.
dont wanna seee doc man.
this mth see doc twice le.
medical fees so ex. sian.
but i cant stand the way my ear is now.
i cant hear clearly in my left ear.

today i joked alot in school.
lol.
think yanling and bella buay tahan me alr.
i too random and joke.

when we were walking down the stairs, i heard some bird chirping.
weird chirping sound.
i asked bella and yanling ' shen me niao ? '
then they laughed lol.
but i didnt mean like some coarse language. i just purely asking what bird is that.
lol man.
and alot alot jokes la.
forgot alr.
ahaha.
i love my MOs.

met up with baby the kiampa at cp.
dont know why just miss you alot.
you are still as kiampa as before :D

2009-03-30T09:01:00.000-07:00

LOL MY ARTPIECE OF THE AH PEK IN UNBORN MOVIE!
CHIO RIGHT.
say yes.

if not i rotate your head 360 degrees for you. :D

basically, now im sick again.
runny nose, cough, feverish. SUCKS LA.
now im sick of everything in school.
i dont understand lectures, tutorials.
and now math lecture test coming on thurs.
math class test on mon.
chem lecture test on mon.
i saw my coffin.
bye.

2009-03-26T22:01:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday melvin ! (:

ok due to alot ppl telling me my blog's dead, i decide to update!
but. this will be a very long post.
the wordswill be so packed that it will hurt your eyes. beware.
read at your own risk.

yo.
so now im at home while the others are studying at school.
why leh?
because im sick!
ytd halfway school i felt unwell and went home.
reached home and had fever straight away.
felt so bloody cold. and my room is so stuffy.
yet i covered myself with my blanket. like it's 0 degree celsius in my room.
woke up at 2 plus.
cus got someone keep call my house phone and i dont intend to listen.
cus all the calls to my house is find my mum one. :D
then i heard a knock on the door.
peek through the peek-hole and saw it's baby!
he brought me home-cooked porridge and ling yang!!
gosh so touched (:
the porridge is soooo nice and hot! really nice i tell you haha.
he took cab here cus he said dont want the porridge to be cold when i eat it.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. love you man. (:
slacked here and there. and i swear i felt better after eating the porridge! lol.
then he went to cini to watch movie with deon they all while my dad fetch me to see doc at hougang ave 8.
took some antibiotics and tablets for fever.
and my temp is 38.5 degree celsius.
i felt that i cant walk or something. no strength. feel like fainting.
reached home and took med and sleep at 9-10 plus. first time so early muahahhaa.

today woke at 9 plus and started using comp.
later then study ba.
see work jiu sian.

now shall blog abt genting trip!
went with baby, deon, gaohui, jianrong, weijie, zhongkai and kuohow.
took coach at kovan hub at 10.
the trip to genting was fast. compared to coming back.
when i woke up, we were already arriving genting le.
luckily never experience the turns here and there up the mountain.
queued up for number for hotel rooms.
then went walk ard and eat while wasting our time.
my ear was throbbing madly and swollen that i had to eat panadol every few hours.

then they decided to go outdoor theme park.
played alot of rides.
was super fun.
went to play corkscrew for the first time.
last time always so hum. dont dare play this and that.
was so thrilling at the beginning.
THEN.
the ride was so rocky and i knocked my ear against the safety thingy that we need put our heads through.
and i go touch my ear cus it's SO PAIN.
guess what i saw?
BLOOD.
my whole palm was blood!
those in liquid form one! like when u tilt ur hand, the blood will roll down one.
wth.
i was so scared that my ear bone will crack cus is the swollen and piercing part.
almost cried cus of the pain but held my tears back.
baby quickly go one shop and get tissues for me.
covered my ear and we chionged to clinic.
need wait for patients somemore.
baby then asked the doc whether can let me go in first.
wah the doc go press some med thingy on my ear. with force somemore!
i screamed abit.
and suddenly go pull out my stud! which is so difficult to pull one lor.
wow the pain was (:
bandaged my ear then took antibiotics.
u know how much it cost?
150 RM.
FREAKING 150RM.
i brought 300 RM only!
1st day half of my money gone! still need eat shop all that.
heart pain whole day.

baby treated me alot meals. and paid for alot of my things.
went eat at pizza hut and one hongkong cafe called tong luo wan.
wah the food was superb!
must try !!!

oh. and the hotel room we got is 2 linked rooms.
4 shared a room.
i dont dare bathe in my room cus the ceiling got one tile is abit open de.
can see inside.
i scared suddenly the tile will open and close.
like one of the experience my family and i had in resorts hotel, 4th floor linked room when i was young.
so everytime i went to bathe at the opposite room. call me hum (:
got another person hum also!
and he is YONG CHUAN.
go other room bathe. lol!
humsters.

2nd day walk walk and played arcade.
baby chionged arcade jus to gain tix to exchange for a mug again lol!
had much fun la seriously.
oh ya.
me and baby went to Ripley's Believe It Or Not!
didnt know it's so interesting lor!
alot weird and bizarre things.
so many exhibits. and we spent long time inside there viewing almost everything.
one of the funny one is that one of the camera can take the shape of our shadow!
we posed there and the flash is sooooo birght.
luckily nv open my eyes. if not will go blind.
and when we move away, we can see our shadow on the wall! so cute!
and one staue is 1 girl and boy. touch them will become pregnant O.O
and it's believed to be true cus 300 women tried it and worked!
got alot disgusting things too.
like some exhibits with some poles pierced through their bodies, heads, eyes popping out of sockets, turn head 180 degrees around etc.
shocking man.
yea enjoyed and it's worth it! ppl should go see!
it's an eye-opener (:

night went to watch movie.
m18 one supposedly.
but nothing much la. no porn not much violence or whatsoever.
watched until i fell asleep!
the title is the international.
lame show.

3rd day arcade again and i bought a tee shirt.
then home!
the ride back home was super tiring.
dont know why.
and the feeling sucks cus i haven complete my hwk!
yet the next day school reopen.

didnt take any pics leh.
sian.
so cant post.
anyway i really enjoyed myself la! memories. (:

ok i realised actually not very long post too.

baby though we always quarrel, but i really love you alot.
appreciate all the things you done for me.
really treat me so good.
:D

2009-03-25T20:20:00.001-07:00

just came back home from sch.
had early leave.
having sore throat and fever.
nice.

2009-03-24T08:11:00.000-07:00

screwed up tests.
insufficient sleep.
itchy throat.
feverish.
moody.
slacking.
doing nothing.

anyway genting trip was super uber good.
i love it.
lots of memories and fun..

~~im just not a good gf.~~

2009-03-19T02:22:00.000-07:00

my ear is seriously throbbing madly.
swollen like a mickey mouse/elephant's ear.
tried putting ice / alchohol(given after the piercing) but they didnt help.
it's making me moody and i think fever is on the way.
can feel it.
sian la.
wan infection should infection earlier ma.
today going genting then infection.
SUAY.
bloody bloody PAIN !! =(

going genting in 4 hr's time.
i havent pack my bag and finish my homework.
sigh need bring there do alr.
which is so spoil mood and sian.
hope my ear quickly recovers! and enjoy my trip. (:

2009-03-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

the weather now well describes my mood.
dark. gloomy. cold.

all my tears have dried up.

2009-03-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

dont know why my mood so lousy now.

1. grandpa's admitted to hospital.
2. mum's sick again.
3. project management course cannot change date to 16 17. ( fucked up. that means i either dont go workshop/ genting. )
4. school work.
5. just fucked up.

i will fight till the end one lor.
for the genting trip.
they ownself wan change date after i book genting tix.
now wan change date also cant.
it's not my fault ok. it's the fucked up management.
hall squeeze one more ppl will die? not enough oxygen? not enough volume for me to occupy?
lame shit one.
i sure forgo the workshop for genting.

realised i cannot catch up with my work (again)
really very very very very sian...
dont know how to say la. just very screwed.

mrp havent finish yet. left alot. sigh.

i wanna go shopping, watch movies, zoo, rot at home watch dvds, stay overs....

really love my Mo Family alot alot.
i love BELLA.
i love MOCK YL.
i love HENG WX.
shared almost every single little thing on our minds with each other.
those malu ones, serious ones, joke ones..
love heart-to-heart talks with them.
can chat up to 24 hrs i also wont feel sian at all.
we are like sisters.
i SERIOUSLY love u guys!

how i wish....

2009-03-04T05:00:00.000-08:00

yay i finally pierced my upper right ear !!!!
i hesitated since sec 2 lor!
scared of pain. scared of this scared of that.
now i pierced already. super super happy.
and i like it very much.
find that it's super damn chio. hahahahahah.
i was like literally screaming/shouting that it's fucking pain =/
but yl and bella say nt pain lor. think im really very very weak.
thanks my lovely bella for accompanying me and giving me the courage to pierce!
she's stood by my side and held on to my hand when im piercing.
love you so much laaaa. (((:

anyway.
got ALOT of things to update!
but i dont have the time currently.
need chiong the pw thingy due tmr, and also finish up my MRP and submit draft to teacher by this week.

needa update the steamboat on fri and ODAC orientation at punggol on sat !

today was a super HIONG day.
ran 2.4 km during pe. and 2 more additional rounds to makeup to 3.2 km.
cant stand it. and walked after i completed my 2.4km.
then ODAC training today was hiong too.
did pull-ups, situps, push-ups.
+ ran up to 5th floor and down = 1 set.
we did 8 sets.
got timing somemore. im the last to complete la!
canot tahan one. my stamina sucks like hell.
after that, ran round the school for 4 rounds.
i really felt that im going to puke anytime.
and my legs are giving way already.
i think slow jog ok. but starting all of us are sprinting!
maybe to the guys is considered slow la. but to me is sprint already. haha.
felt that my sweat is free one.
keep dripping down non-stop.

oh anyway.
im going to Genting with baby and his friends on 19th - 22nd March!
gosh.
first time going there with so many friends! ( and without parents )
quite excited about it.
BUT.
the stupid project management workshop supposed to be on 16-17 march.
so i go book 19-22 for genting.
when i got back home, realised the workshop changed to 19-20!
i was so pissed up and damn frustrated.
hope i can go for the workshop on 16-17, which syf and those joining competitions are going.
whereas the rest going on 19.
i dont care lor.
i die die want go genting.
i dont wanna waste my money!!!!
and it's last time i going with baby already.
cus after this holiday, Project Work topic's coming out.
will be hectic already.
no time for holidays anymore.
so please, let me go Genting !!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-26T08:03:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BABY, YONGCHUAN !

haha huge hamburger cake!!
chio right??
i loved it man. taste good too.
so cute !
dont even bear to eat it.
the cake was gigantic though. baby's gonna have a hard time finishing it.
1kg mind u. hahahaha. i took 1/2 kg home alr. (:

anyway today i waited for 45min for buses. zzz.
firstly, i missed bus 62.
waited 15-20min for it.
secondly, waited another 15min for bus 88.
thirdly, i took the wrong bus 161, of the opposite direction. zzzz.
spent lots of time waiting for buses man.
lol.

then was raining abit when i was walking to baby's home.
so suay! today everything didnt go well for me!
THEN.
when i was at the playground below baby's block, i saw a man wearing white tee waiting for the lift.
when i walked towards him, he looked at me.
his lift came and he didnt enter the lift, and instead waited at the lift door there.
expecting me to go over.
then i realised there's high possibility that he's the flasher that time, at the same place again.
i was super scared. and i quickly changed my route to the somewhere where there were 2 ppl seating.
lucky got ppl there. he dont dare do anything.
panicked, and called baby down to fetch me up.
scared he camp somewhere and waiting for me to go up.
that was what happened the other time.
he saw which floor im heading and he followed me up the block. and showed me his .____.
is like wtf man.
heng got baby come down pei me. if im alone somewhere then i gg alr.

dont understand why flashers like to flash?
very exciting meh.
go show ppl his ahem. then see ppl scared and scream, he very shuang meh?
psychotic perverts.
whats the joy about??
scared that everyone dont know he got lj?
freaking nerds.
if one day i can recognise his face, i sure go police station report.
im sure im not the only victim.

anyway. going out tmr to novena with MO Family and Lx and clique!
wooohoooo.
(:

happy birthday to my baby again!
may you be healthy and happy always.
love you. (:

2009-02-25T04:15:00.000-08:00

sigh.
everything is so screwed up.

2009-02-23T02:59:00.000-08:00

this super act pro priest thought he can subdue the moorwen. in the end GG. LOL

watched Outlander ytd at AMK Hub with baby.
i find it very nice! compared to the ahem what Let The Right One In.
like shit.
i like the moorwen, the alien predator! so cool.
but from different scenes and angles, the moorwen like look different.
lol. as you can see from the pictures above.
but the moorwen super gay la. the way it kill ppl.
got few scenes i chua tio. cus the moorwen suddenly appear.
reccommended to watch (:

today sch abit sian.
my pracs always like screw up.
im very slow in doing things. i feel so lousy.
and i need alot of time to process information.
i feel that i cant catch up in jc lor.
sigh.
tried revising at home on sunday.
but. i still abit blur.
i hate myself for being so retard.

2009-02-20T23:11:00.000-08:00

long time no blog.
really very very lazy.....

ok need rewind back to last thurs.
last day of orientation!
ended with a great disco night!
everyone was dancing to the music & having lots of fun.
a night i would never ever forget. (:

this week at school was quite ok ba.
lectures, tutorials....
pretty bored sometimes.
lucky got bella yanling & lx pei me. if nt i wil be super bored lor.
& that dumb yanling did a very stupid thing during the maths lecture.
the clip thingy behind our ny collar pin dropped out and fell on her skirt.
and she thought someone threw it on her. and she immediately threw the thingy away.
like so distance away la!
then i asked her : isit ur collar pin? (checked it for her)
and she was like omg so shocked kind of look.
bella & i were laughing like crazy.
then i keep say huo gai to her. hahaha.

watched Let The Right One In ytd at The Cathay.
not nice one lor.
another movie which made me fell asleep.
some stupid vampires so lame one.
very LITTLE action.
not reccommended to watch.
reached home and fell asleep not long after.
was very exhausted.

today woke up & realised that i've got nothing to do.
too bored to study. ):
though i need to revise my chem maths bio.
next week having maths topical test alr.
so fast lor. sian.
how ah. im so sian sian sian sian sian sian nowwwwwwwwww..........................
really hate this feeling.
i wanna go out leh... study or jus walk here walk there also good.
sigh super sian..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-11T05:23:00.000-08:00

yay i blogged on two consecutive days!
(:
*claps.

3rd day of orientation today.
actually ah. i find that today's the best & most fun compared to the previous days!
quite high haha.
& the mass dance super super fun!
partner with my balia, then damn funny.
was so sleepy this morning then balia keep slapping my face ask me wake up lol.
after sometime i suddenly wake up liao then quite hyper. (:
signed up for quite a few ccas.
wanna join alot leh. lol.
i 1st time so enthu abt cca. haha.
thats a good thing lo.

tmr sure fun one.
got water activities. no matter how tired i am, the water splash on my face, i sure wake up one.
lol.
and tmr 8.30am - 9pm!
gosh long hrs.
but tmr must be the best. last day alr!
(:

i LOVE NYJC!
experienced alot of things which i didnt in nchs.
the people's attitude towards things/life, enthusiasm on activities, optimistic point of view etc.
they make me wanna change myself to a better person too.
more daring, more enthusiasm to involve in activities.

N-Y-J-C!

& i love my dearest MO Family! (:

& i'm going to visit my dear baby on friday! visit ernie too. that huai dan. loveeee.

and some funny convo.

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

MY BABY COMING OUT

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

I GO LET HIMM SWIM

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

BRB

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one ĈhiέиYiиĢ_ Ulcers. ツ (um) x . ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:

.

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one ĈhiέиYiиĢ_ Ulcers. ツ (um) x . ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:

wtf
` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

hello back

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one ĈhiέиYiиĢ_ Ulcers. ツ (um) x . ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:

hi

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one ĈhiέиYiиĢ_ Ulcers. ツ (um) x . ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:

how's him

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

he's gone to another world

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one yǿиgchuαии_ iloveyou, always, and ever. (um) x . says:

a world where he can find lots of friends that look just like him

` ('.') ٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶ *one ĈhiέиYiиĢ_ Ulcers. ツ (um) x . ٩(-̮̮̃-̃)۶ says:
.

know what that means?
hahaha.
he's referring to his shit.

randomly,

oh alex wo xi huan!
pi li pa la wo xi huan!
oh alex wo xi huan pi li pa la wo xi huan!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

2009-02-10T08:24:00.000-08:00

2nd day of orientation today!
went to Sentosa for activities.
the weather is superrrrrrr hot can.
can't even open my eyes properly cus of the bright sunlight.
went to game stations for games (obviously right).
some quite lame one. forgot what kind of games we played too.
got one is me and bella need to tie a string linked to a paper cup to our fingers, then did some 'obstacles' before pouring the water left in the cup into a pail.
actually cant rmb the games we played very well.
the most memorable experience is just walking here and there for dont know how many times, due to the distance in between the game stations.
after the whole thingy, i took mrt back to sengkang to meet baby.
like so many days nv meet alr. but it's only 1day. lol.
had dinner @ cp & home sweet home!

mass dance tmr again.
i cant rmb the steps la. seriously. after so many rounds of practices, i still dance like a retard.
trying to catch the momentum and steps.
hais i jus wanna do the movements well!
cus the dance steps are quite nice. is two ppl dance tgt.
bella being girl, i being a man. ok a guy.
quite slack tmr la. the main thing is cca bazaar only.
but still drag till 5.30 then go home.

anyway. some of the cheers we did are quite funny.
like the ' who say? you say i say. who say? you say i say'
i keep making fun of bella and yl by poking them while saying 'you say i say' very fast.
bo bian. too bored ma. (:
and the nyjc school song got stucked in my head!
the song keep repeating and repeating in my head. gosh.
cus today keep singing it ba. and i suddenly like it. haa.
better than the 'ke ai di nan chiau~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~'

V Day this saturday!
how shall i spend it?

2009-02-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

yo!
my blog like dead for long time already. haha.
in good mood now for no reason, so decided to update ^^
school was quite sian for the first few days.
nearly fell asleep during the talks for quite a few times.
this week attended lectures.
i got my subject combination today already.
im taking H2 Chemistry, Mathematics, Economics. & H1 Biology.
was worried abt taking Bio. cus i got f9s in sec school -.-
but. i decided jus to chiong la. heck care lol.
Yanling Bella LX changed their appeals for subj combi for like twice haha.
& they got into the same subj combi as me!
hope we can get into the same class! or at least one same class as me :D
havent get used to the school yet.
takes time ba.
next week Monday to Thurs having orientation.
and Tues we going to Sentosa as part of our activities!
hope will be alot alot of fun, and wont be a disappointment. (:

i love listening to insomnia, poker face, just dance now!!!!!!!!!!!

i suddenly have the feel to watch movie!
or jus plain window shopping! wanna change my pencil case.
shall pei my baby over the weekends. :D

2009-02-01T03:11:00.000-08:00

going Nanyang JC with Mo family and lx.
school tomorrow.

~~no words can describe my mood now.~~

2009-01-17T10:47:00.000-08:00

yawns!
im so bored now.
surfing the net but dont know what im surfing -.-
went AMK Hub with baby just now.
watched Red Cliff 2.
nice ! haha.
Red Cliff 1 & 2 not bad. ppl should go watch!

chalet on Mon!
wanna have fun before school reopens on feb 2nd. ( if i got into NYJC )
really scared and nervous about going to school!
esp about the exams and stress all that.
gosh.

2009-01-15T12:10:00.000-08:00

1st choice : Nanyang JC.
2nd choice : Tourism and Hospitality at TP.

finally made my decision after sooooo much consideration with many people.
bella and i were like hesitating here and there whether to go poly.
ok this feeling rocks.
made my choice at last.
alot people going nyjc too.
yay.
and great when esp yanling wenxin bella and i will be in the same school !
MO Family unites !
hahaha.
goodluck to me and all for the days ahead. (:

to my baby:
dont be sad okay? we still can meetup and call each other everyday after my school reopens.
i believe we can overcome the problem of meeting each other lesser.
with trust and faith in each other, nothing can stop us.
despite how busy my schedule can be, i will still spend time with you.
love you.

2009-01-10T10:41:00.000-08:00

went to Singapore Polytechnic & Ngee Ann Polytechnic with wenxin, xinyi and friends, lx they all today.
both schools are great. but i prefer SP. haha.
i seriously dont know should i go jc(if i have the chance) or poly, or which course to take.
i thought about it for very long already.
today had a long chat with wenxin along the way while travelling to amk to meet momo.
we are in dilemma. =(
actually got two courses that interests me.
tourism amd hospitality & integrated events management.
i like those courses which are more interesting and active, with more activities going on.
unlike finance or accountancy all that.
the modules all like so dry. lol.
wanted to go Temasek Polytechnic open house also.
but alot ppl psycho me say not good then also not enough time to go so many places today.
so end up didnt go.
thats the nearest to my house lor.
my bro just told me can reach TP from my house within 30min. if buses arrive fast for me.
3 buses to reach lol.
im really so nervous, as well as scared to receive my results.
just hope that i will do well.
think my hands will tremble while waiting for results on Monday in school.
no matter how good or bad i did for the exams, i think i will cry when i receive the results.
either too happy or too sad. lol.
50/50 chance to determine my mood for the rest of my day. no, the rest of my life. =/
anw went to amk hub there with wenxin and momo.
i wanted to buy new year clothes but end up buying nothing since there's none that are suitable for me.
so we window shopping abit and met junleong and jingrong and went to eat.
& i went to cp to meet baby, and to his house to play with ernie.
she's still so ahlian and spoiled.
she's always so fussy about her food and rather choose to starve and end up vomitting than eating her doggie food.
and the way baby scold and punish her damn funny.
the ernie then will act innocent and sad and lie down suddenly. trying to win our sympathy.
like with eyes that have stars coming out.
haha.
baby so hyper today. and funny.
so fun being with him. (:

2009-01-05T10:03:00.000-08:00

thanks a billion or zillion for those who had helped me celebrate my 17th birthday on Sat !
shant elaborate much on the details!
cus Momo's blog have all the details. >> http://mem0riies-iin-harrt.blogspot.com/ :D
had a lovely and happy day! thanks to bella and yanling for the idea of throwing a picnic birthday party for me! loveeeeee.
but i spoiled my mood for the celebration myself as i was drunk. not totally. but half drunk.
bought breezer at cheers and i started to quench my thirst with that.
somemore the scorching sun was like burning my skin. as we settled down on an open ground with direct sunlight. and the time was ard 12 lol.
after having half the bottle, i was feeling as though i was burning.
they told me that my ears and face turned red.
also, my legs started to itch again as i have sensitive skin.
the doc told me that maybe im sensitive to the bacteria on the grasses.
when we decided to settle in a shade, everyone except me began to pack everything up and move to the shade.
i couldnt see properly, as if i had blurred vision.
i felt giddy and i couldnt walk properly.
i squatted down under a tree and rested awhile to regain my consciousness.
felt nauseous and i tried not to vomit as i hate the feeling of vomitting.
after that the rest of them went home, some went to play pool, and i took bus home.
wanted to take cab but too ex alr. somemore got phobia of taking cab.
rested at home till evening.

ard 6-7pm, baby came over to punggol to find me.
he told me to meet him at Punggol Plaza for dinner.
when i prepared finish and took the lift down, the lift suddenly stopped at 13th floor and the door opened.
guess what i saw????
baby standing at the door holding a birthday cake with candles !
i was so surprised and i didnt know what to say.
just hugged and thanked him. (:
he then asked me to make a wish & i blew out the flames on the candles.
i made not only a wish. but ALOT OF WISHES !
secrets. :D
baby then told me he burned himself when he was lighting the candles.
the wind was strong and when he was using the lighter, the flame burned his finger.
but he still beared the pain and waited for me while holding the cake on his hands!!!!
i then realised the candles were already quite short, and that means he stood there & waited for me to come down very long already !
i was on the verge of crying.
really very touched by what he did for me.

thanks so much for the gifts people!
loved them soooo much!!!!
was touched and happy at the same time! esp the card that Wenxin made for me.
soo touched.
love you guys alot & hope we can remain in contact even if we go to different schools!
and thanks to those people who sent me birthday wishes on midnight ! (:

mum's birthday on the same day as me!
im her birthday pressie! heeeeeeeeeeeeee.
thanks and sorry mummy~ for letting you suffer on that fateful day. 03011992.

baby's sick!
he had flu and sore throat and now he's losing his voice.
feel so xin suan when i see him so frail and sick.
today met him at HM and we went to find Momo at work.
then we met junleong jiarui jinglong and jingrong and played pool at Hougang Plaza.
im addicted to pool! so fun! ahahahaha.
pei baby back to sengkang.
feel like cooking something for him to eat. which i've never done before.
but he had porridge almost everyday nowadays. sure eat until sian.
shall decide on other dishes lol. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
wanna take care of him till he recovers.

today Little Nyonya last episode le!!! so sad.
i love the drama sooo bloody much!!!!!!!!!
watched the first few episodes on youtube this morning.
and i realised how much i've missed out!
really love the story line and the Perenakan culture! so unique.
im so INTO the show!
i dreamt twice i was a nyonya and i wanted to run away but got caught by the Huang Family!
then i woke up. LOLOLOL.
felt as if im in the story myself.
shall watch it all over again on youtube. (:

so damn sian. just now i typed soo bloody long post on many many things.
and when i published, i realised it's all gone!
now im retyping again sia.
realised alot of things just now i mentioned are gone! and i forgot what i wanted to say also.
so angry! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

i dont know why you hate him so much.
probably he did not give face to you in front of your friends. many times i know.
but you shouldnt say him in that way.
he was good enough to record the show for us, and you still criticised how bad he had recorded.
and worse still, claiming that he did that cus he wanted to save the amount of memory used.
i didnt expect you to say that.
he was very scrimpy. i admit sometimes i did give him attitude and all that.
and saying he want to save electricity, save money everything.
sometimes i was really fed up too.
but i realised he did these things for a purpose too.
if he never save money from the past till now, can we still have such good life now?
with computer, laptop, 3 tvs, handphones and everything.
mum told me before to understand him better. to know what he did was for a reason.
i tried to put myself in his shoes before.
i know how that feels.
you didnt even came home on his birthday.
i dont know where you went.
no matter how angry you are, you should have come back home and celebrate his birthday.
this is respect. r-e-s-p-e-c-t.
i know you are angry at him. for always scolding you all that.
but have you ever wonder why he did that? have you done anything wrong?
can you please put yourself in his shoes? parents are never easy to be.
we all know your temper.
if we scold you. no. even if we only say you, you will be mad and answer back anyway you like.
then you will blow up your temper.
and if they never say you, you will not change your ways.
i know im not fit to say all this. as im not totally well-behaved and treated them so well myself.
but i just feel so angry when you said that just now.
i really felt so angry that im on the verge of bursting into tears.
please try to understand them. he's not that bad at all.
he changed so much over the years. remember the past him and the him now?
he tolerated our temper and attitude for alot of times.
sometimes when i see him so lonely, i feel so guilty.
without her around, he will be his own world. with his children's back faced him.
i just hope that you, and me can treat them better.

2009-01-01T06:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
010109. nice number (:

update on few things.
went to Momo's house to stay with Jiarui, & Wenxin & Bella couldnt stayover.
Momo's sis bd was on that day too. so we went over to her house to have steamboat prepared by her mum.
was delicious! and Momo's mum keep grabbing food for me. & the rice was soooo much.
2X of what i eat at home. lol. thanks alot !
at around 11 plus, Momo, her cousins, brother & friends, Jiarui and I went to Hougang Green to play pool.
not bad la. quite fun (:
after that Momo wanted so desperately to have TangYuan.
so we walked all the way to Buangkok to buy & walked back to her house. lol.
so dead beat.
reached her house & they cooked tangyuan & we chatted abit before Momo & Jiarui went to sleep.
I used the comp till 6 in the morning.
went to Hg Mall walk awhile then home.
thanks alot Momo for the stayover !

ytd went to AMK Hub with baby and clique to watch movie.
watched the Lady Cop and duno whatever. i dont even know the name !
is sooo freaking lame ! ( wanted to use bl**dy, but since it's new year.. so.. :D )
wasted money on the movie. zzz
had dinner & took mrt to Orchard at 11.30pm.
luckily reached 2-3 mins before 12. lol.
if not countdown in mrt alr -.-
not that crowded that as i had expected.
80-90% is indians, lol.
so few chinese.
and some super hyper. keep shout and whistle and spray.
baby so good. he keep shield me from other people, and protected me from the crowds.
love you. haha.
played lan at Evo for 6-7 hours !
gonna cmi that time.
keep playing audi and more audi again !
until i was so sick of using comp. ( first time )
left at 8 plus & that chengsiong called to tell me he and some other friends coming to Evo.
lol !
very not fated to meet on the way.
had breakfast at Mac & rested at baby's house till evening then go home.
OH YA.
i took cab back home.
and the stupid taxi driver like dont know where punggol is.
i told him opposite punggol plaza & he drove me to rivervale plaza !!!
then i told him is PUNGGOL. PUNGGOL 21.
then he like finally came to his senses and U-turn here & there and finally dropped me at punggol.
the fare rounded up to $8 !
which is sooooooo EXPENSIVE. from NCHS there to my house normally cost only 5-6 bucks?
and initially i thought the uncle was nice.
he kept talking to me. ask me which sch i was from. how's my results blah blah.
wish me happy new year somemore.
then after that i thought about the incidents then i realised he's so fake !!!!

firstly, i think he know where punggol is.
but act innocent and blur.
cus when he drove me to rivervale, and i asked him why. and told him is punggol,
he like act that he didnt hear me and continued driving here & there.
then suddenly when he had enough U-turns, he then said OH PUNGGOL HUH?
he then drove all the way to punggol. as if he knew the route very well alr.
after that when i reached my destination, i gave him a 50 dollar note.
he gave me back 40 dollars & like sat there waiting for me to get off his cab.
i looked at him and waited for him to take another 2 dollars change for me.
he like suddenly realised i knew he didnt give me change, and shoved me 2 dollars.
i was so angry and i just stepped out of the cab and slammed the door real hard.
think he aim those teenagers one. see me hao pian wth.
so easy make money right. go Singapore 1 round you can earn hundred bucks.
and can say you dont know the route.
i realised i was so stupid to forget to remember his car plate! i can complain to the company de.
wished me HAPPY NEW YEAR. yeah like real. -.-
now i need to ponder whether to take cab alone again.

2008-12-26T16:24:00.000-08:00

hohoho.
Merry Belated Christmas everyone!
ytd abit too tired to blog.

went out with baby on Christmas Eve to yew tee for his deal, and then mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut which is like 17 stops from yew tee -.-
somemore the train was very packed with people. so..... that period of time was hell.
furthermore, i got my cramps. -.-
we cut our hair at ps.
my hair became shorter! and im very sad. =(
i wanted to keep length. but the hairdresser said my ends are too thin. must cut away some.
and my bangs are back! i find it weird la. dont quite suit me. .____.
went to cineleisure to join the rest of baby's clique.
watched Bedtime Stories.
hmmm. some parts funny only. but overall find it quite lame.
dont reccommend it ba. IP MAN IS THE BEST MOVIE I'VE WATCHED SO FARRRRR. ((((:

after movie went makan and mrt to serangoon garden for lan.
played audition for hours and hours! damn sian.
from 11 or 12 plus play till 6 plus in the morning.
AND HERE COMES THE BIG THING.
after audi, i wanted to drink some crysanthemum tea.
i grabbed baby's can beside me and gulped it down.
THEN , i realised why there is JELLY inside the drink.
and tasted SALTY TOO.
i looked at the can with curiosity. and guess what i found.
ANTS. DOZENS OF ANTS CRAWLING IN AND OUT OF THE CAN!
can imagine alot swimming inside the drink. and i ate them! omfg.
when i saw that, i pui everything out from my mouth and landed on my leggings -.-
felt soo damn f-ing disgusted!!
and immediately drank the whole bottle of plain water i brought from home! though i was quite bloated.
hope to clear the taste in my mouth.
awwwwwwwwwwwwww. -.-
cabbed to baby's house and rested there till evening.

baby gave me our 1 year anniversary gift!
i was damn shocked and surprised and elated!
he gave me a nice necklace from SK jewellery.
and with real diamonds!
omg can.
and it's really expensive!!
was really touched when i received that, and he said cus i asked him when im going to get my diamonds before.
and of course im joking!
then he really go and get diamonds.
lol..

thanks a million baby.
really love you alot! you took great care of me throughout this year.
and tolerated my temper.
and never failed to appear when i needed you.(:

Happy First Year Anniversary ! <3 (belated)

2008-12-22T08:38:00.000-08:00

woohooo im back to blog!
missed out so many events (:

start with the stayover at Jy's house first ba.
really had alot of fun with the Mo Family!
so crappy and funny. really happy being with them! <3
like sleeping with them also. haha. i mean the feeling of sleeping side by side and chatting till fall asleep. so cosy.
then second day midnight baby came over to find me!
so happy again.
thanks alot Jy for his house and effort. (:

today went shopping with Mo Family!
went bugis first and bought canmake blusher, silky girl perfume,jeans shorts,necklace blah.
then went steamboat at novena!
was super nice!
had a great laugh with Mo too!
after dinner, we headed to Velocity to shop awhile & to PS This Fashion & settled down for our ice kachangs! which we craved for hours.
and ya. went buy the curler for my Ultimate Pong! and Momo climbed up the shelf and helped me take the curler! which was placed damn high up!
then she cus of me malu. thanks alot Momo! ahahaha.

love you all alot seriously. lol.
hope next time we can go out often, even after we go to different schools.
(:

Baby and my anniversary's arriving in 2 more dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyys!

and happy birthday daddy tmr! (:

2008-12-15T09:11:00.001-08:00

yoyo man.

woke up superrr early today.
9am (:
met momo and bought my coloured contacts at ave 8.
and went hg mall to wear my grey contacts.
i took 1 hr to put the darn contacts into my eyeball!
somemore is with momo's help!
she help me pull my eyelids up and poke the contacts into my eyeballs.
hahaha.
she so nice to help me soo much!
and an indian lady who's cleaning the toilet keep standing in front of me and stared at me.
like nv see ppl wear contacts before. -.-
very gao weh.. hate ppl to stare at me.
then finally succeeded in wearing the contacts. and made jl wait outside for an hr. =/
sorry.
initialyl wanted to go cinileisure de.
but too late alr. cus momo got work at 4.
so walk ard and bought some things.
went to cp and met baby. then headed to dhoby ghaut.
went for movie 'The Day The Earth Stood Still' at cathay.
starting not bad la. then one part i fell asleep AGAIN!
i always fall asleep in cinemas.
think the contacts made my eyes very dry, hence im very sleepy at that time.
overall the movie okok only. dont like it very much and dont hate it much too.
went home after that.

heh. our 1 year anniversary's coming!
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9 more days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-13T09:44:00.001-08:00

yo long time no blog.

went to 2G chalet at Changi SAF Holday Chalet, which is near Changi Village.
the chalet was BIG.
quite cosy la.
the guys so enthu to see the Ah Guas at Changi Village. esp ChengSiong(haha!)
he went and smile at the Ah Gua, which is sooooo bloody chio. i mean the figure. (:
but the face was like. so man. haha.
played poker cards using monopoly money. (: quite fun.
next day had bbq.
darling came all the way to changi to see me!
so happy (:
we took cab to yew tee for deal. then all the way back again.
total duration = 45 minutes.
darling stayed in the chalet till like 5-6am plus. and he went home.
next afternoon we went to pasir ris to cycle.
not bad la. but my pants got a hole in the end ):
went back to chalet to bathe.
all girls went back and so i was the only girl in the chalet,
had to bathe on my own alr! the previous time i got olivia to accompany me in the toilet lol.
the toilet so BIG! and the lights are orangy and dim.
then the bathroom there got translucent door that divides the bathing area from the sink and toilet bowl. it's so scary!
i keep looking through the door while bathing, cus scared that something or someone's shadow will fly past the door.
went to MoMo's chalet at downtown after that.
supposedly is take bus there. but miracously (whatever) we missed 2 buses. lollll.
in the end we decided to take cab there.
momo and jane keep zhao dai us. thanks! (:
then we met up with 2g peeps and rushed to E!Hub for movie.
watched Madagascar2 for the second time.
lol.
back to chalet and played monopoly with benny lx guowei chengsiong and jon.
im the 3rd one to get bankrupt after benny and jon! hahaha.
then left guowei and chengsiong pk. watched until i dozed off.

chengsiong lx and jon went to Changi Village at around 4am plus.
then left me lx and brian in the room.
i suddenly woke up and couldnt sleep anymore.
i keep thinking of those scary things. and keep looking out for shadows lol.
quite creepy sia. cus the room was quite dark and the the aircon was so brrrrrrrrrrrrr.
luckily i sms-ed darling & he called me.
i on the lights and realised there's a gigantic cockroach beside the sleeping LX!
which was quite near me. like less than 1 metre away!
i slapped lx's leg to wake him up but he like gong gong then dont care me.
and say nvm laaaa. then went back to sleep. -.-
i dont care him liao then i go down living room to watch tv alone.
brave hor? hahahaha.
nth to watch at that time except Huang Jin Nian Hua -.-
listened to some elderly singing and rushed them to come back quickly cus im so damn scared of being alone.
wanted to cook some instant noodles but realised someone stole it!
argh. i know who the culprit is! lol.
then suddenly i saw one head outside the main sliding door and i was so shocked.
then realised it's jon's head. lol.
watched tv till like 9am plus while dozing off every minute on the sofa.
at around 10 we packed up and went back.
i went to darling's house to sleep. wanted to see him and ernie too.
missed them so much haha.
cabbed to dhoby ghaut atd 5 plus and went home le.
this chalet's quite fun. (:

today went to pasir ris with darling and ate tze char.
so damn nice! he treated me 6 meals in total alr =/
all sooo ex one.
thanks alot (:
then went to one pet shop and i saw alot doggies in the cages. sooo cute!
got one white dog so enthu, like ernie. so adorable!
i really envy those who can have a dog, or any other pets.
cus i couldnt have ):
my mum's a clean freak. hais.
i want to have my own doggggggggggggggggggggggg.!@#$%^&*()_
then we went to AMK Hub for Twilight with deon they all.
not bad la the movie.

awww anyway. im supposed to get my coloured contacts at hougang de.
but my mum dont allow me to buy!
because my bro told her that if those coloured contacts break in the eyes, the chemicals in it will cause blindness!
hais then i cant buy alr.

ok i type until hand sour alr.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
super long post !!!!

2008-12-01T03:42:00.000-08:00

unable to blog the past few days.
my keyboard spoilt. zzz.
bought new one at kovan but dont have the ps/2 slot.
went to CP with darling to buy an adapter to connect the keyboard to cpu.
and finally can le!
thanks alot darling for helping me & accompanying me to buy those stuffs.

now my sleeping time become : from 4.30am to 4.30pm.
lol man.
wake up alr going evening le. =/

going interview at Koufu at Punggol Plaza this wed.
giving out coupons ^^
talk abt more if i got the job. (:

2008-11-27T09:10:00.000-08:00

during the Class Outing. nice sunset right! (:

Ernie placing her leg on mine. she's like da xiao jie -.-

muacks!

she looks so sad.

she's sad again.

yellow eyes. o.O

MoMo and Me at KBox that time. (:

loves(:

mwarks! :D

finally uploaded the pics!
nth much to blog abt ba.
let the pictures talk.
(:
nth to do everyday except watching dramas!

2008-11-26T09:27:00.000-08:00

back home from darling's hse.
really very very lazy to blog nowdays.
=/

ytd went to ECP with 4e peeps.
was ok la. but i think the previous time was better.
cus got volleyball play hee.
the MO Family built a sand pyramid on the shore. (:
that was one of the most interesting part of the day. haha.
however, the walking distance from our BBQ Pit to Parkway Parade bustop was VERY LONGGG.
it seems like forever when we are walking.
cant take it anymore & LX, Bella, Yihao and I share a cab back home.
it was cheap!
total 19 bucks only.
each person ard 5 bucks.
better than taking 43 for dont know how many hrs and change bus again.
reached home & my back and butt hurts like shit!
i cant even bend down to wash my feet when i bathe!
i feel pain when i sleep too.
gosh.
think i walked too much or squatted too long when building the sand castle lols.
im tooo weak!
needa exercise more!
come to think of it, i have not really exercised for at least 3 months!
the last hiong one was 2.4km run. lolssssssssssssssss.
people who going exercise pls ask me along too.
i need shed off fats!!
(:

had a few lobang for work alr.
dont know to do which one.
hope to do with my dear ba.
if really no choice then i do separately.
moneyyyyyyyyyyy i need youuu!!!!
really gonna work soon! >.<

oh ya. today went to AMK Hub to meet Bella.
she pei-ed me to trim my eyebrows.
it was quite pain!
but luckily it looks nice though the cost is only 5 bucks. quite cheap right. (:
then bella went to perm her eyelashes while i did my manicure.
chose the wrong color!
damn.
next time shall paint my nails myself.
seems easy leh. see the person do.
like that earn 8 bucks lol.

met darling & went for our dinner.
then back to his hse to watch tv.
by the way, thank you dear for the medicated oil! or dont know what oil. forgot what it's called.
it works quite well. and the pain on my back/butt is lesser.

gonna watch dramas now.
searching for taiwanese dramas to watch.
finished Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai.
i loved the show!
i love Xiao Zhu & Da S. (:

2008-11-25T09:34:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 11TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME & BABY.
haha.
1 more month to a year!
time passes sooooo fast.
i love you ! (:

2008-11-24T07:38:00.001-08:00

yoo.
i'm finally back to blog & finally changed my blogskin !
haha.
long time never blog alr.
nowadays went out alot & didnt manage to post about the outings.
lazy la. =/

just came back from darling's house.
the weather is so HOT.
hate the feeling of being sweaty and sticky. it makes me frustrated.

tmr going class outing at east coast.
hope to have lots of fun.
long time never see classmates le. =/

i want a job !
think im too fussy ba.
wenxin yanling they all have jobs alr.
left me =(
think im gonna get one soon.
everyday rot at home waste time.
might as well go out do something as well as earn money $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
im really VERY SHORT OF CASH NOW !!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant do anything without $$$.
so sian.

2008-11-14T06:25:00.000-08:00

nice clouds.

last night in Genting. Mum's the photographer.(:this is the mug which both of us chiong-ed arcade to redeem this with the game tickets.

outdoor theme park was fun fun FUN!

COFFIN. not a very nice movie. =/

our belongings! yay :D

100% concentration on his PSP. think is dont know what catch thief de game lol.

too bad Rolling Thunder Mine Train's not open.
ok this Flying Coaster rocks! 3rd time on it. best ride ever!

back from the rain. LOL copied this quote from dont-know-who. =/ took this pic after riding on the Pirate Ship. the rain made my hair $%^&*()_

back from Genting jus now.
overall was fun!
:D
the worst part is while waiting for our hotel room from 4am to 12pm.
that point of time really sucks.
we have nothing to do and we loitered around.
time passed really slow! 10 minutes felt like an hour. ==
darling was dead beat cus he didnt sleep at all on the coach.
he wanted to see the scenery ( but it's night time. can only see trees and more trees )
finally we settled in the arcade and slept on two of the machines. LOL.
i remembered it's Star Wars dont know what ship hahaha.
it's quite deserted and quiet there. so both of us just slept like nobody's business.

we finally got our rooms at 12 plus and we kept have problems with the room.
1st, theres only a bed. there are four of us.
2nd, we changed room. however the key (card) cannot open the door.
we waited soo long and FINALLY we got into the room and slept till evening.

watched the Coffin in the theatres.
cinema tix are only $5 plus Sing dollars. haha.
the plot's not very nice.
quite complicated.
not reccommended lol.
went back room and slept till morning.

the next day darling and i went Outdoor Theme Park.
we are the first few to ride on the Cyclone!
thats my fave ride :DD
i also liked the Spinner, Pirate Ship and flying coaster.
the rest okok only.
some like the Flying Jumbo is one the rides that i enjoyed since i was around 5 years old?
haha. i still rmb my mum accompanying me on the ride last time :)
wanted to try the Spaceshot.
which is about 17 floor high. and will 'zoom' down in around 11 seconds after appreciating the scenery at the top. lol.
but both of us dont dare to try it. next time perhaps =/
had our lunch at Pizzahut.
was cheaper than Sg! but service was lousy.
practically need to ask for everything. forks, spoons,tissue,knives... =.=
was damn full after the meal haha.
went back to theme park after sometime.

at ard 8 plus went to shop for my things.
bought anklet, comb, earrings and some accessories.
not much things to buy.
went to chiong arcade cause darling want a mug for souvenir which cost 380 or 400 points.
chiong until we so tired and sian alr.
finally we made it.
bought ice cream and starbucks coffee and went back room to rest.

next morning did nth much and packed up to go back to Sg alr.

ok i suddenly have no mood to post anymore.
currently my dad is venting his anger on me.
im so bloody fucked up.
it's not me who irritated him. and he keeps coming into my room picking on me.
wtf?
please scold the right person.
i did nothing wrong.
i do not deserve this.
completely spoiled my mood tonight. was feeling rather happy just now.
initially wanted to post some funny things. now dont have the mood anymore.
nevermind.
i shall OFF MY COMP AND SAVE ELECTRICITY TO PREVENT FURTHER SCOLDING.
think i shall off ALL MY LIGHTS AND FAN TOO.

2008-11-11T03:09:00.001-08:00

going to Genting in another 2hours' time!

dyed my hair just now with bella at her house after paper.
thanks alot Ah Baa!
((((((:
but my skills sucks.
sorryAh Baa =(

now my hair is like not brown.
turns out to be closer to red. =/
dont know is good or bad lol.
better than remaining black ba.

O's is finally OVER.
last time keep say 'after O's i want do this , i want do that'
now is really OVER LE!
omg can't believe it!
1 year just passed like that!
only remember very vaguely what we do everyday.
maths and more maths. chem and more chem. lol.
those days are over!
in a blink of an eye. gosh (:
really love 4E alot!
& not to forget Mr Tien who brought our class together.
if not for him, think our class will not be so 'bonded' alr. lol.

yeah now just need to think of playing and more playing!
Genting from 11 Nov to 14Nov.
kster on 15Nov.
wild wild wet on 16Nov!
omg i really short of cash alr.
=.=

heh im so sleepy now.
slept 4-5 hours last night.
shall sleep on coach later.
hope i will not vomit again while the coach's going round and round the mountain =.=
yawns.

just chiong-ed audi with MoMo!
we audi freaks lol.
play audi almost everyday. (:
love the Mo Family alot heh.

alright now going pack and prepare to set off alr.
goodbye peeps!

good luck to those who are taking last two papers!
all the best! (:

dont miss me peeps!

2008-11-06T03:19:00.001-08:00

YAY!
LAST PAPER LEFT!
hahahahaha.
so happy now!
freedom's hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee((((((((((((:
tmr going with darling to get our passports.
then go shopping + movie with Mo Family and 4e peeps!
hehehehe.
and the stupid audition is dammit $%^&*(.
cannot play=( so sian. keep got error. -.-
shall use comp whole night! :)

mum's celery soup's the best!
yummy.

o4 more days to end of O's.
o4 more days to dye hair.
o4 more days to Genting with Darling!!!!!!!

2008-11-02T14:59:00.000-08:00

my new phone's arriving in another 2 days!
wheee.
darling & i have the same phone now. (:

feeling sleepy now.
studied till 7.30am just now lol.
woke up at 1 to have my breakfast-lunch and now continue again.
yawns.
ss is so boringgggggggggggggg.
it's propaganda!!!!!!
brain washing us. -.-
comeon.
another 9 more days!
yay!

2008-10-31T07:18:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SON, LIMXUN!

haha.
long time never update alr.................
Nov 11th is coming nearer and nearer!
11 more days only!
O's ending. hooray !!!! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
confirm going Genting with darling alr.
mum booked the tix and darling & i renewed our passports alr.
yayyyyyyyyyyyy.
(:
movie marathon with Mos and others soon too!
haha so happy right nowwwwwww.

social studies paper on Mon.
last 4 papers alr.
all the best too all!

& baby, loving you more each day!
our 1 year anni coming soon!
25 December. heh <33333

to son : happy belated birthday ! waiting for your treat cause you sure get <10>
get ready your money ba. (: also, all the best to you!

2008-10-09T06:53:00.001-07:00

i hate it when my papers fly all around my room.

2008-10-08T07:26:00.000-07:00

left school during recess time.
had my sore throat back suddenly.
so scared that history would repeat itself.
cus i didnt finish my course of antibiotics!
i really forgotten all about it. lol.
luckily my throat's not pain anymore. (:
anyway. the staff in general office is#$%^&*()_
so attitude. -.-
i always put my option as 'good' for the office staff's attitude in surveys la.
regretted.
really hate this kind of people. who treat teenagers and adults differently.
i mean the way they treat adults like people, and us like shit.
attitude really change. -.-

darling came over and visit me.
he joked alot again. imitating people's silly actions on tv. lol.
he bought herbal tea for me. haha(: thanks alot!

&&&&&&
i got my study leave already !
haha.
the reply's fast. i didnt expect it to be so fast.
yay. (:

math test tmr at 8.30am.
after that going study in library for a long time i guess.
(:
jiayou jolin.

2008-10-07T06:46:00.001-07:00

just reached home.
now the time's 9.42pm !
& i havent even eat my dinner and bathe !
wtffffffff.
i wore my uniform for like 15 hours. so giam giam la. ==
hah. did Amath from 3pm to 9pm.
O.O
i'm so BLOODY tired.
i need my study leave, if not i really dont have time to study other subj.
if i go for math everyday, i will reach home at 9. and bathe + eat = 10 plus.
already tired until $%^&*()*&^%$^&*().
though the study leave was not exactly study leave, cus we like need to come back everyday too -.-
but at least sometimes can come during recess.
I NEED MY SLEEP VERY MUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
with like only 4 plus hours of sleep everyday, i'm not in the right mind to do anything.
shall send my appeal letter to mdm chow tmr.
hope they approve it.
i really need time to rest & start on other subjects.
i dont wanna maths to pull me down in other areas.

ok i shall stop whining anymore.
this blog is becoming my whining diary everyday. about work and more work.

anyway. yesterday was a fun day with the Mo Family.
laughed and laughed till our tears rolled out.
(:
I LOVE YOU GIRLS.
<33

2008-10-06T01:34:00.000-07:00

i'm in an extreme good mood today!
cause i've got enough sleep & im damn energetic haha.
crapped alot today in school. the victims who suffered are jiahui & wenxin; my deskmates.
muahaha.
really laughed alot. soo happy(:
ling came to my house ytd.
i did a stupid dumb thing then made him angry.
i'm sorry :x
but both of us were super high yesterday also la.
i couldnt stop laughing. cause of his dumbness & acting. lol.

going curry san later with the Mo Family!
yay gathering(:
curry smells nice. hah.
after that going back school for night study then to darling's house cause i missed Ernie ALOT!
oo ya tonight got jurassic park 3 ! :x

alright off i go to prepare.
bye! :DDD

2008-10-04T06:05:00.000-07:00

LOL ! chuan drew this while watching the video on my blog.
JOKER.

2008-10-03T05:06:00.000-07:00

drained.
few more days to O's.
all the best.

2008-09-28T07:57:00.000-07:00

firstly, CONGRATS team green green big size for winning 2nd place in Evo competition.
haha.
went there with them to watch them play.
i also watch until very gan jiong for them.
did my work while they were playing.
my sore throat was damn painnnn.
when i swallowed my saliva, it seems like thousands of needles were pricking my throat.
think im gonna have my fever back again.
darling said i felt a bit warm on my forehead.
yawns.
why couldnt i recoverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
damn sian leh.............
one after another.
never ending de sickness. -.-
i wanna go see doc tmr.
if not my throat gonna rot anytime.
gonna rest. bye.

2008-09-26T04:24:00.001-07:00

woo.
i met a flasher today at chuan's floor.
i've got phobia entering the same lift with male strangers again.
is flashing penis very exciting and fun ?
just f off bloody flasher.
he seem to be around only 16-20 plus.
luckily i've got myopia. can't see clearly.
rofl.
ernie saved my life. heh. her barking scared the biantai off.
i love you ernie ! (:
after darling opened the door, he went to find him but failed to do so.
he told me should the same thing happen again, i should kick the bian tai in his lj.
but i doubt i have the courage to do so.
alr scared stiff. .___.

THANKS alot bella yanling wenxin & jiarui for walking me to the traffic light !
and showering tons of concern on me.
haha i really appreciate it alot !
(: wonderful friends.

thanks darling too! :D

tmr's judgement day for Amath.
hope i can passsssssssssss.
i got ulcers or dont know what near my throat.
according to the MOs, there seems to be whitish thingy near my throat.
like swollen.
it's damn PAIN.
suffering for the whole day.
strepsils doesnt seem to do anything. my sore throat's getting worse.

tmr maybe going to study with Jiaxin, my best friend for 8 years. heh.
hope to do her school, cedar's papers.
ask her coach me in studies ba. (:

off to study Amath.
BYE!

2008-09-24T03:49:00.001-07:00

yawns i'm back from school.
stayed for Maths just now.
did math and math. hah. was 'fun'.
this will only make me hate math.
i wanted to study other subjects. but it seems maths take up all of my time.
i felt relieved after i completed a paper. but comes one. and another one. and another one.
i tried hard to complete every single one but i cant manage to do so.
and the deadlines to finish them are so tight !
i felt so suffocated.
breathless.

felt so down nowadays.
as well as pissed off with myself.
had serious mood swings too.
sometimes i accidentally vent my anger on darling.
felt so guilty. always picking up a fight with him. cause i'm just so frustrated over everything.
thanks darling, for understanding me & encouraging me.

thanks for those people who helped me alot in my school work & staying by my side cheering me on & concerning me.
esp Wenxin, Yanling, Bella, JiaRui. (:

2008-09-22T03:52:00.000-07:00

hah.
have alot of opinions on certain things but it's better to keep them to myself.

school was okay today.
not as tiring as i've imagined.
maths and maths everyday.
im like doing 2 papers a day?
tomorrow going to stay back from 2.30 all the way to 8.30 for MATHS.
i think wed's the same too.
sat having two mock tests on MATHS.
sigh.

my stomach feels extremely uncomfortable.
like something's pressing against it.
when i breathe in hard, it feels abit of pain.
dont know what happened.

gonna bathe & do maths later on.
try to finish as much work as possible.
and now i dont have the time for bio and other subj alr. =(

2008-09-21T04:11:00.000-07:00

foul mood.
~~do i have a right to choose?~~

2008-09-19T03:48:00.000-07:00

didnt turn up for school again today.
suddenly had high fever of nearing 39 degrees celsius at yesterday night.
felt that my head was 'burning'.
so scared that i will turn retarded if my fever reach 40 degrees.
darling was at my house at that time & we cabbed down to the clinic in hougang green.
doc said it could be dengue fever.
but since i dont have any mosquito bites recently, then it is impossible.
he said it was viral flu or something like that.
cabbed back to my house and darling pei-ed me. thanks alot. (:
sweat alot after having the medicine & felt much better.
did my Amath tys.
im so worried about Amath. hope i can pass next week.
today continue with it again.
dont know why i couldnt do Amath sums nowadays.
no idea whats happening to me.
when i check the answers. there are bound to be wrong answers. though i did it carefully alr.
sigh.

tonight gonna finish another year of Chem Tys. & Emath Tys.
but i feel so tired now, after eating the medicine.
i scared i will waste much time sleeping, then i will not have enough time to complete my work.
no more time left.
hope i will recover as soon as possible.
to run through the last lap smoothly.
currently drowning myself with plain water now. -.-

*ps: thanks wenxin for helping me with stuffs in school, as well as yl, bella and jiarui who msg-ed me to update me abt the things in school. haha. (: also, those who expressed their concern towards me, including Mr Tien. :D

2008-09-18T19:56:00.000-07:00

stayed at home today.
the school's office person called me up awhile ago and demanded a MC from me.
and said :" exams are round the corner. you cannot anyhow stay away from school."
does he mean that i purposely pon school?
hello mister, this is the first time or second time i'm absent from school this year.
anyway i'm not going to the doc's. cause i'm just feeling giddy and abit of fever.
somemore see doc is very expensiveee.
i wanna rest at home cause it has been alot of days i'm feeling uncomfortable.
if i don't recover now, i dont know how am i going to cope with the stress & the exams which are coming up.
anyway i'm going back to school tomorrow.

thanks balia for showering me with concern. haha(:
& thanks Jeanette for calling me up & asking me whether i'm fine in the morning. (:
& i'm happy that my L1R5 = 16 !
cause i used my express chinese results in O's last year. :D

2008-09-16T02:57:00.001-07:00

im sick today.
woke up shivering in my blanket even though the fan was even on.
hesitating to go to school cause i dont wanna half way through & go home.
went eventually.
felt much better after that. thanks BALIA for giving me Suan Mei to eat!
so nice haha. (:

i got back my history results.
i got 29/40 ! wtf.
and my Combined humans = 69/100 !!!!
just one pathetic mark to A2. TT
wenxin & yanling suffered from the same fate as me. lol.
as for my Amath, sigh.
im really felt like crying when i heard ms ng said those who failed are most likely to drop it.
i cant possibly drop it?
it's like spending MOST of my time doing Amath.
cause lots of practices are needed in order to score well.
i dontknow spent how much time on it throughout these two years.
and it's already nearing O's!
what i ve done so far = go down the drain?
i will insist not to drop it.
~~im sure i can do alot more better tha my freaking F9 TT~~

and yeah. because of this F9, i got 22 for my L1R5.
if i got at least a C5, my L1R5 = 18!
i could hardly get below 20 this year TTTTTTTTT.
sucks de la.
and excluding this bloody subject, my L1R4 = 13!
i know it's not good enough.
but im glad with my results in this prelims. cause most of the subjects i had better grades than Mid Year. and this time round i didnt really study before time.
all = last minute chiong.
i really cant focus well. sigh.
hope i really can cont with my Amath.

me & darling had a conflict ytd again.

because of this. rofl.
ok la not really because of this but involves this :x
darling dont angry when you see this =x

2008-09-15T03:14:00.000-07:00

godly tired now.
received almost all prelims results alr.

Eng Compre : 26/50 -.-
E.Maths : 65/100
A.Maths: 38.5 - WHAT THE. bloody F9 =(
Combined Science : 71.5/100. (: lucky i got A2. so worried about my bio. =/
Geo : 71/100 :D
Higher Chi : 66/100
SS : 40/50.
History : Going through tmr.

So far for my L1R5 = 19 alr! .................
hope my combined humans can get A1. then 20. nice number.
this time round my Amath dragged me down like shiiiiiiiiit.
i got a 9. which is more than ppl's L1R5 in total la. wth. -.-

choked with my own saliva now.
feel like vomitting. -.-
cough until my tears are flowing everywhere.